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I have been very happy lately.  :) Everything in my life seems to be falling into place. Everything is working out for the best. Everything is coming full circle.

I have a new love... Well, I've known him for a long time... we've always known that we were eventually going to end up together. It's kind of strange how it happened. We weren't expecting it to be so soon... but I guess you can't deny what your heart desires right?

I'm so proud of the person I'm with. I've never been more proud. More attracted to a person on all levels. I don't see his flaws... And I don't WANT to hurt him... ever. In past relationships, I've been abusive and I've been abused... it's addicting and NOT healthy. This time around, I'm doing things right. I am being respectful and I am being respected.

I'm being honest with myself for the first time in a long time. I've learned that it's better to be truthful, even though it may "hurt" others for a while... It'll hurt them much more if you lie to to them. ... and to yourself.

So yes, I feel loved and I feel STABLE! I have a few jobs now!!! I'm no longer unemployed! I feel focused. I feel driven and money-oriented... which I often do not feel. So that's good. I feel like my future is going to be good. I feel so healthy and just positive. I KNOW things are going to work out. It feels wonderful.

I've been doing a bit of modelling. Here's some pics:

(By Norman Whaley)

In other news, the novel I wrote is coming out soon. I'm excited. I haven't seen the cover or anything yet, but it's coming. So yeah, get ready. And I hope you'll all support me and buy my book! I'm going to have to think up some amazing marketing ideas... The book WILL be available in stores like Chapters I've found out... YAY! And, it's been bought by big wholesalers, which means, you'll be able to go into any bookstore and order my book into said store!!! YAY FOR LIFE.

So yeah, I'm pretty much counting on becoming a famous author. LOL! It's a big dream, but I think it's a definite possibility. I have talent! And I'm weird... and I guess I like to stay inside and dream up fantasies... fucked up fantasies which I hope you TOO will enjoy! :)

I've been trying to get back into writing... but it's hard to find inspiration sometimes, expecially when your surroundings are... UNinspiring and annoying. Ugh... I  MUST move out of my home. In time... all in time. And, I've decided to get back into painting. Eventually I want to create a beautiful portfolio... so I can have an art show somewhere. So if you are NEAR to me, come to my show... well, maybe I'll just post my work up for sale in a coffee shop or something... So if your Near, buy my art! LOL!

That's all. So yes, I'm getting back into the swing of things... Getting creative, working hard. Living, loving, learning.

I hope you are all doing well. KISSES!

XOXOXXX,

<3 Saje.