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A Big Refresher!

posted : May 29, 2018 @ 06:51AM pst

Hi guys! It's been a minute and a half, hasn't it? I thought I'd stop back in and post a little refresher about what's going on. I miss my GodsGirls family so much!

I'm still living in the same house as I'd just moved into before my last journal post. It's genuinely been great; I've never lived somewhere with so few problems for so long and there has never been a time before that I've felt so at home! I'd had plans to move around this time of year but plans change and that's alright!

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Since last year, I've also been trying to be more active on my YouTube Channel. I mean I was doing YouTube videos long before I was doing any of this. Somewhere along the line, I really lost my inspiration in making new videos for YT, and it didn't help that there was a period of time where I felt incredibly shamed for voicing my opinions in any capacity. However, I've found myself super inspired lately and it's gotten me back in-touch with the things I care about. It's easier to feel more confident talking about those things in front of a camera again.

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Speaking of which; my interest in makeup has gone way more in-depth in the past year. My routine went from 15 minutes to nearly an hour at times. Through observing others and trial & error, I've gotten better and more comfortable in my makeup skills. I feel more comfortable using brighter colors and I find myself pulling off makeup looks I couldn't even imagine on myself last year! I even did a little makeup walkthrough video!

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Rex is also doing fine! We had a little medical scare a few months ago, but the vet assured me that he was doing okay for his age. He's lost quite a bit of his sight and isn't as energetic as he used to be, he definitely doesn't like using the bathroom outside, but he's still the same puppy prince he always has been! (he also has his own IG fyi @puppyboyrex)

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I spent this winter hiding from the elements again but now that it's warming, I'm trying to get out and be more active. I've hiked more in the past two months than ever in my life! I've also gone kayaking for the first time and swam at a super cool waterfall that you essentially have to climb down to. It's nice getting out of the house as I tend to isolate myself a lot. When I lived in Indiana, I didn't really leave the house much and spent most of my time in isolation. I've needed this new activity in my life for a long time but only now do I finally have the energy to do it.

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At least a little of that energy can be credited to my new partner, who I've been enjoying a nice, simple, and most importantly private relationship with. It took me a lot time to get to a place where I felt not only comfortable opening my heart again, but actually 100% certain that I deserve better than the romantic hand I've been dealt in the past. I'm very glad to be in a situation where I do not feel like I have to be on my toes at all times.

Most of all, I've been focusing on continuing my porn business! I have a pretty gorgeous video collection available on AmateurPorn! :)

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So I guess all that leaves is the iconic photo dump!

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That's all! Thanks for reading!

xoxo Ryden

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Kvlt

I love you, you beautiful babe!! <3

You have been positively glowing lately and it makes me so happy!

posted Jun 02, 2018 @ 02:26AM pst
Soren

Your face makes me happy 

posted Jun 03, 2018 @ 01:06AM pst

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