I cant say im stressed. Just for the last 2 days ive been annoyed. Im bored, and when i want to go to work they dont want me to come in. But when i dont want to go in, they will blow up my phone. Bunch of bullshit. Last night i was super pissy because i wanted to go out and do something but Terry didnt want to.

Today i was suppose to get my tat touched up.
So before then i went to get my nails done, which look friggin awesome.
Well the whole tat thing didnt happen, because of a ride situation, i didnt want to get stranded there, and if i got dropped off im pretty sure that would be the case.

So right now im moody about that.
Tonight i just want to go out and have fun so im im keeping my fingers crossed.


I was told that my lil bro went to the hospital because of his new found anxiety.
I told him he needs to figure out what makes him tick.

Anxiety?
Not a lot of people will agree with me on this shit.
But i dont believe that you need to take pills for anxiety.
I dont believe that its a emotion you cant control.

My opinion yep.

If everyone who had anxiety took pills, this world would be even more fucked up than it already is.

I think people these days are too weak, try to find the easy way out of shit and rely on others to get themselves better.

I have anxiety every now and again ex. being under pressure,stressed the fuck out,being in large crowds etc, but i know what gets me like that.
I work on it with myself, i meditate to calm myself and i make sure i dont let it affect others.
And i dont think i need medication to control that.