Riley's journals

Michael Phelps went 8/8. He is so dreamy..even if he is a little dorky.

I finally picked out my classes for school. I'm taking a color and design class, illustration, an intro arts class, and mythology.  Honestly, I am a little nervous because I haven't had to draw for a grade since high school.

Pretty soon I will have to do some job hunting.  I move back to school in a week and I still haven't called my old job to see when they want me back.  I really don't want to work there though. It's drama, drama, drama. Going to work makes me want to puke anyway...I don't want to deal with gossip on top of that. Yuccckkkk.

I am so into the Olympics right now!

The men's 4X100m swimming relay...made me scream, jump and yell at the tv. It was so crazy!

All day I have been slightly sick with a cold.  I have a stuffy nose in only one nostril and a sore throat. ew.

Laying around in pajamas was so good though.

Hopefully I don't get any worse and start to feel better.  We'll see in the morning though.

Worst case scenario: I will lay in bed and watch 8 more hours of the olympics. Don't hate.

I turned twenty today.

I have always been terrified of getting to this age for some reason.

Hopefully the cake, ice cream, and gifts will make me feel better.

I feel so intimidated when I fill out papers and forms for college.

Honestly, I just don't get it.  It's so overwhelming and tedious!

Sometimes I wish my family were wealthy and I was spoiled so my dad could just send me to college himself.

...But no, I moved out when I was still in high school and I never had money to go around when growing up.

I am struggling with how I'm going to pay back a community college. I would die to go to a really nice university.

I'm so frustrated right now!

Why can't be rich and just travel the world and wear fancy dresses everyday?

'Hi' to all the new girls (and girls that have been here for a while too).

My new set is up and I am so excited!  It's been too long.

Today I went to a carnival.  Which sabotaged my half-assed diet that I have been on for the past three days.

It's not my fault I love sick, nasty food.

Oh, and when I came home...I had pizza.

I finally got a new camera... thanks to that government stimulus check!

I shot a new DIY today.

You better get ready.

I had a dream that godsgirls.com had commercials on tv.

No joke.

I don't know if he reads this, but I think my boyfriend is falling out of love with me.

I'm pretty hurt and scared.

Maybe it's all in my head.

I don't really know what to say.

Okay, most of the time I am very polite, very sweet, really nice, and I keep my mouth shut.

Sometimes though...I want to be able to shoot lasers beams of death out my eyes and go on a dangerous, life threatening-rampage.

Only sometimes though:

When the store I work at says that we close at nine o'clock, we really do. It's not okay for you and your friends to shop until 9:30.  When I finally begin to ring you up at your convenience, do not walk away for ten more minutes because you didn't see the shoes that were on sale.  After looking at the shoes do not only buy one thing on sale for 3 dollars and and barter with me to make it one. It's not a fucking flea market. I don't make the price tags.  Just shut the hell up and put it on your debit card. If you decide after I give you your reciept that you would rather have ran it as 'credit'...get the fuck out.

Get the fuck out.

Oh and when I said "have a good night"..I didn't mean it, you fat piece of crap douchebag.

Seriously. I get minimum wage, it's not worth putting up with 1/10 of the bullshit.

If one more person gets in my face because I caught them stealing, I will punch them in the face.

Really.

!!!!!1

Before work I did get to go to the library.

I checked out that Stephen Colbert book, which better be hilarious and some Chuck Palahniuk.

I have yet to read any of either but I hear good things.

Hugs and Kisses.

for reals this time.

i shot a new set today.

i'm sending it in this weekend.

be excited.

iam.