Nikki's journals

to all. i love thee.

everyone. i miss thee.

look what happens when you haven't been around the young beautiful ladies of godsgirls...sometimes you get missed? i'm a featured set?! oh wha?!!

thanks for the kindly comments and hello's.

hopefully i'll be shooting soon again. it's about that time!!

although i've been a wretch. i haven't been around. i hate work. it's engulfing all areas of my life, and when it isn't i need some mo' time. well hopefully we can get some nikki time in again...

it feels like summer..i'm getting the itch to be out and about and boisterous as i once was..


hugs and many kisses<33

Cleanse.

OMG. i can't believe i'm doing it.

wish me luck. i'll be hating life for the next 5-10 days. if you don't know what the master cleanse is, google it. you'll be amazed and most will be skeptical. but i love finding this type of shit...and failing. i'll be sure to let u know.

heh.

..for xochielt's set.


i've had a hard on for her for quite some time (in a good way). oh ya...and some mo' of that swindle..Mmmmm...MMMm.

OMG, I just made the most important purchase of my life. The first season of melrose place. there is a god.


I just got accepted to an art school that i've been dying to get into into SF...and then now i'm getting offered a life-learning position that will probably pay me a buttload more...but jeoporadize my goal of going back to school in the fall...ugh.

and i've been really trying to just get my shit together as far as clearing up my crappy credit, but now there are loop holes that i am finding that'll save me more money but is more of a pain in the ass to deal with.

choices, decisions, never fucking cool to deal with sometimes.


you know who won't be sleeping tonight.

a goddamn raise. i'm kicking ass at work, someone appreciate me. Thanks.


what's new in your world, anybody?

for your brilliant photography. i really didn't know that these sets were going to come out as good as they did. it was my first time and i know matthew was maybe a little frustrated with me, cuz i had no idea what i was doing, but they all came out pretty awesome. the newest set definitely one of my faves!! i remember when we were shooting the bath tub set...that he said, "yes, that's it....give that softness in your eyes." cuz i was pretty tense that whole day, cuz i had no idea what i was doing and i was pretty much clenching my butthole. heh. oh thanks matthew, you're goddamn brilliant. you can drink my bath water anyday.

b-day.


Honor it and cherish it. jk.

But really, another year is passing...i know i'm still young but i defintely feel like time is slipping through my hands. i'm not getting younger just a little bit older...and now i have to get a bit more responsible each time...BBBOOOooooooOOO..

anyway...i miss and love you all. sorry for the sorries..but i've been away kinda long, not being able to update my journals and stuff and comment on all the awesome hot girl sets...but i defintely think of you ladies and members from time to time...you're never forgotten lovers.


xo
mo

the new sets. new girls. new fuckin' set up. much more proper!! and all you wonderful people in LALA land.

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