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I still have not seen the Wolverine movie. VERY SAD. I do, however, have some sweet new figurines. Finally have one of Gambit. Going to put him in myself and make it a DIY. Fucking obsessedddddd <3333333 I also got the game. Well, to be honest, boyfriend got it, and I am devastated to find that it is only a one-player. This is the only reason we have not started it yet. WHAT TO DO!? Maybe we should do that whole take turns to play in between deaths thing?
Today I descovered "So Frenchy, So Chic" albums. I am in love and I am going to purchase one soon. Even the cover art is so fucking awesome! How can you not be sold? What, you're not!? Well if you like world music, and beautiful tunes, check out any of these CDs.
I listened to three of them today, and sold two of them while they were playing. Hurrah!
On the subject of work, I think I quit my job today. I say "think" because my boss is waiting on a call from me to determine whether or not I am going to stay for the next few weeks. Basically we already came to the agreement that I would be leaving when I started my full-time TAFE course. This was all cool with both of us, my boss had plenty of notice and she was really supportive of my future study! Anyway, I have been really ultra sick of lately. My fun-filled mental issues such as Depression, Anxiety and Body Dysmorphic Disorder have been rearing their ugly heads even moreso of late. I have not been this bad since 2006, When I quit school, ignored all phone calls and stayed home for months on end. I have been struggling to remain stable during day-to-day life, and work has been the hardest thing to deal with.
Anyway today everything caught up with me and instead of shedding a few tears in the back room and dealing for the last few hours of the work day, I completely broke down. I called mum and asked her to come see me. She arrived and I lost it entirely. She had to explain things to my boss... who, it turns out, has similar issues to me and was very understanding. She said that I would probably quit now instead of in a few weeks, and I would call her to let her know. Lame that mum had to take care of things for me, but I am so fucking thankful that I am now close to my family, and that my parents truly support me all the time. It means so much to me, and it is aiding my survival.
My car is still at work and I dunno when I am going to go get it. OH well. It is my brother's birthday today, so we are going to have Chinese food and AWESOME baked cheesecake for dinner. Boyfriend is coming over, and I am really really looking forward to being with the people I love. *mush*
Today I borrowed this movie from work - 4 Months, 3 Weeks and 2 Days.
It rocks being able to borrow CDs and DVDs because you get to try before you buy. Anyway, I wanted to see this foreign film for AGES, and I was freaking excited to see it. But after my nasty episode, I decided it was best to leave it at work just in case I never returned. Bummer city!
Today Annaliese mentioned that the new GG necklaces had arrived and there are only 19 available. I almost peed myself and I transferred every cent I had into my VISA so I could purchase it at the drop of a hat. Kinda panicked about the thought of not getting one... I guess I will survive and remind myself that it is not the end of the world, but after I missed out on the first lot I was really determined to get one the second time. I remember when the first one was still around, I would sit there looking at GG Shop and thinking "I'll have money for that soon!" I never did. And then they were gone =(
I have kept a small amount of cash permanantly on my VISA debit just in case the new one came out, and now it is here! =P Lame maybe, but it is a fairly strong desire! When it becomes available, I pray to all the Gods in the world (and GodsGirls too, muahaha) that I am online, and that the time differences in Australia don't affect my chances of getting one.
Fingers crossed I guess! I suppose another bad experience won't really tilt me any further over the edge. We will wait and see I guess -_-
My next blog will contain pics of me in rad panties, some boob shots, and a photo of me with no makeup. Oh and photos of what I got mum for mother's day. AND THE MUFFINS I MADE A FEW DAYS AGO. Stay tuned for muffin porn!
read full entry >Lately I have been seriously sickened by how much Body Dysmorphic Disorder affects my life. I can never remember a time where I did not care insanaely about the way I look.
I have had this ilness for years, and it is disgusting. I wish I could fight it, or remove it from my life, but it won't listen to me. One of my good friends yesterday told me
... read full entry >“Everyone was messaging like it was going out of style, God, I love communicating, I just hate the shit we’re missing!”
Yes, Virginia is one of my favourite albums of all time. I remember the first time I heard the Dresden Dolls was in 2004. I saw the clip for coin-operated boy and I could NOT get it out of my head. The year
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