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I still have not seen the Wolverine movie. VERY SAD. I do, however, have some sweet new figurines. Finally have one of Gambit. Going to put him in myself and make it a DIY. Fucking obsessedddddd <3333333 I also got the game. Well, to be honest, boyfriend got it, and I am devastated to find that it is only a one-player. This is the only reason we have not started it yet. WHAT TO DO!? Maybe we should do that whole take turns to play in between deaths thing?
Today I descovered "So Frenchy, So Chic" albums. I am in love and I am going to purchase one soon. Even the cover art is so fucking awesome! How can you not be sold? What, you're not!? Well if you like world music, and beautiful tunes, check out any of these CDs.
I listened to three of them today, and sold two of them while they were playing. Hurrah!
On the subject of work, I think I quit my job today. I say "think" because my boss is waiting on a call from me to determine whether or not I am going to stay for the next few weeks. Basically we already came to the agreement that I would be leaving when I started my full-time TAFE course. This was all cool with both of us, my boss had plenty of notice and she was really supportive of my future study! Anyway, I have been really ultra sick of lately. My fun-filled mental issues such as Depression, Anxiety and Body Dysmorphic Disorder have been rearing their ugly heads even moreso of late. I have not been this bad since 2006, When I quit school, ignored all phone calls and stayed home for months on end. I have been struggling to remain stable during day-to-day life, and work has been the hardest thing to deal with.
Anyway today everything caught up with me and instead of shedding a few tears in the back room and dealing for the last few hours of the work day, I completely broke down. I called mum and asked her to come see me. She arrived and I lost it entirely. She had to explain things to my boss... who, it turns out, has similar issues to me and was very understanding. She said that I would probably quit now instead of in a few weeks, and I would call her to let her know. Lame that mum had to take care of things for me, but I am so fucking thankful that I am now close to my family, and that my parents truly support me all the time. It means so much to me, and it is aiding my survival.
My car is still at work and I dunno when I am going to go get it. OH well. It is my brother's birthday today, so we are going to have Chinese food and AWESOME baked cheesecake for dinner. Boyfriend is coming over, and I am really really looking forward to being with the people I love. *mush*
Today I borrowed this movie from work - 4 Months, 3 Weeks and 2 Days.
It rocks being able to borrow CDs and DVDs because you get to try before you buy. Anyway, I wanted to see this foreign film for AGES, and I was freaking excited to see it. But after my nasty episode, I decided it was best to leave it at work just in case I never returned. Bummer city!
Today Annaliese mentioned that the new GG necklaces had arrived and there are only 19 available. I almost peed myself and I transferred every cent I had into my VISA so I could purchase it at the drop of a hat. Kinda panicked about the thought of not getting one... I guess I will survive and remind myself that it is not the end of the world, but after I missed out on the first lot I was really determined to get one the second time. I remember when the first one was still around, I would sit there looking at GG Shop and thinking "I'll have money for that soon!" I never did. And then they were gone =(
I have kept a small amount of cash permanantly on my VISA debit just in case the new one came out, and now it is here! =P Lame maybe, but it is a fairly strong desire! When it becomes available, I pray to all the Gods in the world (and GodsGirls too, muahaha) that I am online, and that the time differences in Australia don't affect my chances of getting one.
Fingers crossed I guess! I suppose another bad experience won't really tilt me any further over the edge. We will wait and see I guess -_-
My next blog will contain pics of me in rad panties, some boob shots, and a photo of me with no makeup. Oh and photos of what I got mum for mother's day. AND THE MUFFINS I MADE A FEW DAYS AGO. Stay tuned for muffin porn!
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Neko
If your man won't see X-Men with you, I will! I have a tattoo of Gambit and Rogue, and it is so feckin sexy.
I am not bummed about the job, more grateful that my boss was so supportive as you mentioned. I am sure I will pull through all this shit eventually, just paining me right now!
thebeat
Omg, lets! And holy shit I wanna see that tattoo
Neko
It has a long way to go dude... about $800 worth for all the colour. My goal for the year is to have it completed, as well as both my feetsies!
I should probably also mention that there is some colour added but i CBF getting a new photo since there isn't much difference.
LivingDeadBoy
Hopefully a Snow buddy plushy might put a smile on ya face...? I gots one... up to you how you get it now tho. lol. Hope shit gets better dude. ...maybe seeing Wolvie tonite...! might just pee myself a little.
Neko
YOU REALLY DID GET ME ONE!? You are such a gem!!! I can get you my postal address? =D I feel loads better already, I just logged on to GG and saw my latest set had gone live! Wowww <3
LivingDeadBoy
I can get you the snow buddy however you like, missy!
wychlea
I am still a bit sick. I have some kind of flu - but not that swine flu that the U.S. is all freaked out about. But I hven't gotten rid of the cough yet.
I would like Chinese food and cheesecake, please. Happy birthday to your brother!
I would also like it if you were happy all the time. I know that's silly because nobody is ever happy ALL the time, but...I still want you to be. I'm glad you are with people that love you. That's a good place to be.
Endless hugs to you, beautiful beautiful Neko!
~ Wylie :)
OXOX
Neko
It would be cool if i were happy all the time, but then I wouldn't appreciate it, or have anything to compare it to. I hope you get much better soon! I will save you some cheesecake, but the Chinese is all gone. By the way doll, thanks so much for your comment on my new set <3
danielrand
DEFINITELY stay past the credits. You'll get a nice bonus scene. My favorite X-Men (although he was never officially one) is Wade Wilson/Deadpool. And I guess they fucked his character up in the movie. You should do a X-Men theme shoot ;)
Neko
A bonus scene? How exciting. I am actually planning an X-Men shoot, and have been for about 8 months. Still collecting all my bits and pieces for it :)
danielrand
Oh snap. Although you're not blonde.... I'd LOVE if someone did a shoot in Emma Frost/The White Queen's costume.
Neko
The White Queen? I am reminded of the queen in Narnia!
danielrand
You'll see her in the movie!
upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/en/2/2c/Emma_Frost_in_current_costume.jpg
Neko
oh i remember her. she was working with a bunch of guys wearing old style coats and shit?
danielrand
Yeah yeah. And now she's a good guy... who's kinda bad and all that. She makes a small appearance in the Wolverine movie. And she's cute.
Doc162
I hope that you feel better soon!
Neko
Thanks Doc, so do I =)
Sadie
Gambit is one of my favs too!! I was totally orgasmic when I saw that he'd be in the Wolverine movie, I've been waiting and wondering when/or if they were going to introduce him into the movie series.
So excited about you doing an X-men set....sexy time!!
It's awesome that your mom and you are so close. It's nice to have people who love you and will always be there for you. It makes the really bad times that much more bearable. Hope your feeling better soon, pretty lady.
I hope you get a GG necklace! I'm in love with mine <3
xoxox
Neko
I was always kinda glad that they didnt because NOBODY can do him justice. But I think the guy they picked will do a good job :) I am keen for this X-Men set also! I have been collecting stuff for months and I'm ALMOST ready hehe.
Yeah I am really lucky to have my parents, we were never ever close until about two months ago, and it changed my life. It is much richer now! XO
FLIPZ5
=(
i hope you feel better soon!
im gonna go ahead and comment on your next journal now.
ahem,
-you're workin those panties girrrrl.
-your boobs are fantastic.
-oh wow you are super pretty with/ without make-up
muffin porn!!! nom nom nommmm
Neko
Thanks doll, I cannot wait to get the next blog up haha. You better CTRL+C and CTRL+V those comments when appropriate =P Did you like my Aussie set?
FLIPZ5
of course i liked it !
you were in it
= )
lightsleeper
i used to be a total geek and collect the 6 inch marvel legends line. the gambit they released, i believe around 2003/2004 was awesome. as a former collector of such action figures, i am quite bummed at these new 3 3/4 scale figures. yeah. total geek. haha. as far as the wolverine movie. i actually have no desire to see it, even if my favorite (gambit) is in it. fox should give marvel back the rights to movies and let them do 'em. at least iron man 2 is being filmed now. haha.
Neko
As a former owner of absolutely ZERO X-Men figurines, I am really fucking glad that I finally have some hahaha. WHO CARES IF IT ISN'T RIGHT... The X-Men series of movies is already totally different from the comic and cartoon... but GAMBIT IS IN IT. If I don't see it, my vagina will never be happy again!!!!!
Turandot
Squee! I love the Ragin' Cajun! I really hope they didn't fuck up his character too badly in the movie. I hope you feel better, and muffins will make it ALL BETTER. I know. Because I just made red velvet cupcakes. This is how we girls deal with stress...we cook shit!
Neko
The guy who plays him is pretty hot, he was in the covenant too *mmm, nomnom*. Haha cooking shit is da bomb!
nocheapvodka
Aww that's so awesome that you're so close to your mom! I know mine would do the same but we live so far away :( I really miss having her in close distance when I need her the most.
Best wishes to you dollface! <3
And more muffins plz! and boobs wouldn't be so bad either ;)
xoxoxo
Neko
I am so sorry to hear about your mum not being close.. it must be tough. I extend some big big love to you! XO
nocheapvodka
It's so hard! We talk on the phone all the time but it's not the same. I see her like once a year because it costs about 800 bucks to see each other :(
Yayy lovee! <3
xoxoxoxo
Neko
Why is it you two are so far away? :(
Cyn
xmen omg I am totally obsessed I am so excited to see the wolverine orgin movie kind of like a child haa haa..
Neko
me too <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
robertandshana
i HELLA want to see the wolverine movie this weekend!! if i do i'll be thinkin of you darlin <3
xoxo
shana
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Gambit is my FAVE of all the xmen. When I was little I was in love with him, I was so happy to hear he was gonna be in Wolverine. My boy won't take me though :( He doesn't like X-men. I'll have to wear him down...
I hope you pull through all this schtuff going on soon. I've never had to deal with anxiety/depression/etc, thank god, but I have several friends who deal with it and I hate seeing what it does to them sometimes. As for the job, they come and go, I wouldn't worry about leaving it. It's cool your boss was supportive so you can get a good reference at least!