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i cant stop singing that 'iiim a tumor im a tumor im a tumor" song from family guy. my mum didnt get it. *sigh*
i feel LOADS better. fuck men, man. FUCK them to hell. only actually fuck the good ones. of which there are some.
i went out last night as i said i would, and i got fucking wasted. i had an amazing time, i hugged everybody i saw, even the people that hated me and people i had just met. and i didnt care. some were mighty impressed and others were so fucking annoyed. i am full on. i had so much fun.
going out with my bro was the highlight of the night, and he had enough sense to take me home at around 2am because i was going to go home with a hot girl i met, named paige, who wanted a threesome with me and her fiance. we made out a bunch and even my bro said she was a hottie. i sure can pick em!
apparently she only came up to me to hook me up with her friend. but then she liked me herself. i have her number, and i think we should be friends. i remember going in to see the band with her and then we made out and i fell over in a crowd. then i stood up and continued the kissing. oh god i was sloshed.
i also met a boy who really, really seemed to like me. i wasnt really attracted to him. but he was super nice and begged me not to leave because he "finally found me!" whatever that means. sweet people rock.
all in all, an amazing night. i caught up with a few old friends who really tugged at my heartstrings. it was fantasmical.
i saw monnie's ex, but i dont really remember it. my brother does. we said hi and asked him if he was doing okay. he said he was doing amazing. then he disappeared and my brother and i pondered about where he could have vanished to. we didnt even see him leave! weirdddd.
on the way home, i started to puke out the window, so my bro pulled over and let me spew all over the ground. and in my hair. when we arrived at home, i puked buckets on the driveway. i hear my dad came out and laughed at me and then poured water on it to clean the ground. *lol*. simon told me to have a shower before i went to bed, and it was the most difficult thing i have ever done. i spewed in there, too. but today my hair is all clean and curly, my skin is clear, my bro cooked me a beautiful breakfast consisting of one egg, one rasher of bacon, one slice of wheat toast, and a banana/berry/yoghurt smoothie. what a bomb!
im so glad i have him. and i am so glad i feel better and no longer care about cunty boys.
hi five for me!
here are the pics i promised in yesterdays journal.
the before photo - taken just after work. i was feeling like SHIT. look very unimpressed

and the getting ready photos - (mega happy with my hair)





and the final product. dad was waiting for me in the car so i had to take these ones quick. ive worn this dress twice and i didnt know it still fit me. so glad i decided to try it on.



i am now off to take one of my bestest friends shopping for costumes for her Friday the 13th housewarming this friday. its on the 13th. its a horror theme. im going as a very unoriginal skanky devil. i cant wait!
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Monnie
PS you look hot. Mad jealous of your ink. Whore.
Neko
my ink makes me smile! cant wait to see your sleeve when its all up and done. ah man i was WAYY too happy and drunk to hurt anybody. not even josh burgan!! hahahaha. I HUGGED HIM for gods sake
Sindri
haha love it family guy FTW
u look perdy missy xxx
Neko
naww youre a total babe!! thanks<3
and YESS im dying to watch some now
Alexandra
omgomg the 2nd picture is now my fave pic of you ever.
Neko
you can haz it ;)
Kaia
i like your spider necklace! !!!
Neko
thanks!! i admired it in a shop window for SO long, finally getting it was amazing <3
Kaia
i love that feeling. i just got a dress the other day that ive been wanting for weeks
Neko
i want to see!!
Kaia
i think i'm gonna shoot in it, i'll post pics when i do
Chilli
"Others were so upset" - cause I love this feeling in some people, I think tomorrow will be a espisódio like this you reported this post because I am well and without import, and some people that I did wrong before when I feel guilty see ... hehe
You are very beautiful in these photos!
kiss
xxxx
Adora
ooo u looked pretty!! great hair :)
Neko
thanks babygirl <3 <3
TheSquall
Let me be the not-so-first to say that you look absolutely adorable! and even with the picture where you just got out of work, you are stunning.
Hey random Aussie question.. do you have a good recipe for grilled tomatoes? I never really have had a good one since I left Sydney and I miss them.
*hugs* Glad to see that your boy situation is getting better now... and that your girl situation is getting better too ;-) *catcalls*
Neko
HAHAH no i dont. my brother and mum fry them up loads... im sure you could just throw on some herbs, salt and pepper and grill them to your hearts content. tomatoes tend to rock in everything. MMM
TheSquall
The problem is when I tried to fry / grill them they became a bit squishy.. I want them heated up without the squishiness (squishy tomatoes are grosssss)
Addison
#1 thing i miss about having a tv: family guy
Neko
ohh family guy is amazing
Addison
i should find it online....
USeeMeCryin
FAIL of the century=your ex.........what a fool, any whoz you looked stunning
Neko
awww <3 danke!!
USeeMeCryin
gern geschehen (hoorah google translator!!)lol
suchuitsuto
"finally found you?" Reminds me of a guy where i used to live. A traveller, a dirty gypsy. He would wait and hear a girls name then go up to them and say "hey Niko! oh sorry, you look just like a girl i used to know... with the same name... :p" cunning way to meet people huh. He end up having a fight with this guy who owned all these instruments that i played at the pub with a couple times. I stopped mid song once cause the gypsy guy couldn't play in time so i walked off and drank beer instead. He was crazy. I believe not long after we saw him yelling at himself down the street.
Neko
LOL
yelling at himself down the streets
nice one man
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As if you didn't spin kick that fat alcoholic cunt in the face.