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i no longer work as a topless waitress. dad and i had a big chat about it and he offered to cover the money that i would have made by working tonight if i quit. so i did. he said it wasnt a bribe, and i know it kind of was, but i appreciate that he didnt say DO THIS OR MOVE OUT - they kind of let me make up my own mind and i figured since im determined to conquer my bdd, ill need to stop focusing on my naked body in public.
i also decided not to model on any other websites, because godsgirls i do for me, not for money, and not for any other reason than to see myself on here, be a part of the community and love every minute of it.
today i am working with justin again, which is kickass. he ate a bacon and egg mc muffin for breakfast and we lolled hard at "breakfast mc muff". its dead because of the extreme heat, and there is ZERO stock to do today. i might just piss off and go shopping. hmm...
yesterday monnie and i hung out, used mud masks and then went swimming at my friends.
here is a photo of us sweltering in the heat, with our amazing masks on.
hot, right?
here is my bikini. i got it at Big W for $5 and i was fucking stoked. i found it by chance and it was the last one there.
on tuesday me and my girls from school are going to see bride wars. one of us is getting married next year so we are trying to keep the girly excitement going. we were thinking of going to vegas for her hens night in june next year, but all the girls will be 21 by then... except me. GAHHHH. fake ID anyone? what a gay law. i love how australias legal age is 18. in germany its 16 i hear.
on another note, i start my ghibli sleeve on the 11th feb <3 <3
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Neko
haha yeah i always forget about that whole 21-in-america thing. it makes me hold off travelling until then. bummerrrrrrr. and hey thanks for the bikini congrats, i was fairly excited :P
Roz
it's good that you've been able to come to an arrangement with your dad :)
and I can't wait to see your sleeve!
Neko
nor can i! its going to be amazing :) ill be sure to post photos. and yes, dad and i have a good relationship, and he was willing to compromise for me, so i did something for him.
Orchid
GHIBLI!!!
<3 i'm in love...
Neko
:D :D its starting with cat bus and totoro
Orchid
That's been my favorite movie since birth. <3
you're amazing ^.^"
P.S. I completely agree on staying at godsgirls. . . it is definitely a treat more than a job <3
wychlea
I'm going to try to post here even though everything has been uber slow and annoying on the net today.
That was good of your dad to give you the money. Now anytime you want more just threaten to get a job waitressing topless. ; )
Ha- I know, I'm terrible.
Well, I kinda feel special that you've picked this site as your only one. I really love the community here and I'm glad I've gotten to know people, you included. I think you're pretty great. I thank you for being the lovely person you are.
That bikini was just sitting there waiting for you to come and get it. It was fate. : )
You might not have a problem finding places to drink in Vegas. But you didn't hear it from me. ; )
Big hugs to you, my dear! Have a wonderful weekend!
Neko
TELL ME MORE ABOUT THIS VEGAS STUFF
Anja
Nah, in Germany it's 18. I find it funny how America's law is 21 yet America has the highest rate of teenage drunk driving, and accidents caused by drunk driving. (i dont know if that is still true, my sources may be outdated).
p.s. what's "hens"?
Neko
a hens night is like a bux night but for the bride and her girls - normally includes lots of silly tiaras and willy-shaped cakes and male strippers haha, im sure you know what i mean
Anja
ooh, hahaha, that's funny how it's called hens. I just call it a bachlorette party.
LadyNatas
Im sorry for commenting on an old blog but i was just skimming through and this one stuck out for me.... bdd? Im sad to say i know exactly what that means - god we were a dysfunctional lot at muirden wernt we?
Neko
oh noo not you too!!! poor girl <3 <3 <3 <3
LadyNatas
Kinda sorta - I had an eating disorder (well anorexia to begin with and then bulimia) from the time was about 13 until not that long ago so i had the treatment for a few years and all that. I was pretty obsessive but i thought that was because of the eating disorder. When i read about BDD and found out what it was i realised that the other girls i knew being treated for their eating didnt seem to be obsessive about their appearance like i was. Maybe i was (and kinda still am) maybe not! All i know is that you definitely shouldt be - you look amazing :)
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so hot in the mud mask lol that bikini looks good on you, congrats on getting the last 1
the legal drinking age should def be 18 here, it sucks because you're considered an adult at 18, so why not be able to buy alcohol also? bullshit, lucky you lol