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:( im having a complete down day today... I have an evil hangover, and last night was really good until i went to work. Usually on events nights its such fun but last night Ten Feet tall was full of horrible Chav men. who kept on coming up and Groping me and remarking on my tattoo's wondering "why a pretty girl like me would ruin herself" i mean What the Fuck???? do i go up to random men and tell them they should get tattooed and Pierced as their virgin skin offends me?
Sorry this is such a ranty message im just feeling so pissed off with being told that i dont fit in and being judged, all week i have had my mother going on at me and now just random strangers... boooo
Im also really skint even though it has just been pay day,i have no idea what i spend my money but it just disappears?? I havent even bought any shoes this month.
I just want money to get me through nov/dec and to feel a bit more supported in my everyday life!
Any way other than that Halloween was fun! I hope everyone had a great night and ate lots of sweets and candy
xoxo
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Natascha
I feel the same way, mine are part of my personality and enhance my look, i just dont understand why some people feel the need to be so rude
Stenno
Meh. People like that are narrow minded and you don't need them in your life. At least tattoos can weed them out :)
Natascha
Thanks Stenno;)
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thunder
Hey, sorry to hear about all the dickhead men *hugs*, I got shouted in the street to get a haircut last night. Halloween seems to bring all the dickheads out!!
I am skint too and payday is 3 weeks away, thankfully my friend owes me some money which will get me through the next couple of weeks. I no idea where it goes, well except for the £60 I spent on strippers last night haha!! Nevermind.
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Natascha
see men are cunts! ha ha dont cut your hair though
£60 on strippers what was it happy hour? thats super cheap!!;) i hope they were good though?
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thunder
I am not cutting my hair, well I will at some point!!
£60 isn't that much I know, but it was all I had for 2 weeks so it still fucked me up. I only spent it only hot one in the club... my friends spent way more..
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Natascha
well im glad it was worth the £60 , everytime i see strippers i feel really disappointed, they arent the prettiest bunch of girls around here, i want them to look like Vegas showgirls!
I would just like to point out i dont usually go and watch women strip, its just longer drinking hours in cardiff in the strip places than the pubs in the weeknights!
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thunder
It was just about worth £60, most of them ain't the hottest in Leeds. My mates weren't bothered, but I don't see the point in paying someone in getting naked, if I wouldn't be interested in them if I saw them in a bar or something. I would have rather gone to bars and drank than stripclub, that was probably because I was the only to get any action the night before haha x
Natascha
well at least it was entertainment. we should make these comments into a book, i think we would be in the running for the Pulitezer prize;)
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thunder
haha yeah definately , although I think the Pulitezer prize may be a little too high brow for us ;) x
Natascha
speak for yourself kitten:) if Jordan can knock out books and books on horse care so could i!! although my pony stories would be slightly different;)
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thunder
Yeah but your books would be a fair more entertaining read than Jordans ;) x
Natascha
I think i might just set the task of writing a book before i die! and ban all family members from reading it!
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thunder
I was talking to some friends about a book about all the random stuff we have done, it could be just as a warning or advert for drinkin' depending on your point of view! x
Natascha
To the older generation it would be a warning, to the younger generation it would be a challenge setting competition to see if they could beat the antics!
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thunder
haha thats ace! Its like a tagline to my life :P x
BradSabbath
The tattoos make you, you ... and we <3 you just that way
Natascha
Thank you sweety
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Metalguru69
Sorry to hear that you had such a shit night, hope the rant has helped and your feeling on the up.
Have said before new to site, and a lot older that you all on here, but you guys make me feel young again, love your looks, your attitude and your zext for life, grab it while you can.
I was one of the early punks in the UK, in Glasgow at the time, there were around 8 of us, we used to get abuse everywhere we went, no pubs wanted to let you in, and everyone thought you were a mental case- thats in a city with a murder rate that is higher than anywhere else in Europe!
I got my first tattoo at 16, in the only tattoo shop that existed in Glasgow (Terrys) it was one of only two in Scotland at the time, now there on every other corner.
You would think that by now, with tattoos in the mainstream, and the alternative look been around for so long,that people would be tolerant and look at those that chose to be different in a more enlightend way, but from your experience it seems not (but would you expect anything else from the chav types). It dos not matter what you wear, no one is entitled to touch unless you want them too, not saying that as some wooly arsed liberal, but its about respect.
I dont dress in any way alternative, and for work its a suit and a tie now days, I still get the odd looks at meetings etc with a star tattooed on my ear, hands and neck tattoos, (Fuck across your knuckles does draw attention, I suppose LOL).
Went through a period 20 odd years ago, when could not get a decent job,and had acid tattooed into my neck art, there faded and the scars are there, but regret doing it now, why should I have had too,
So dont let it get ya to down,
In the words of the workers-Dont let the bastards grind you down!!
Natascha
I know people that are different are always alientated against its just so wrong!
I work in a professional enviroment and most people i meet always look at me as if to say how on earth can she do her job when she looks like that, but when i go to work im dressed in my suits so i feel differently.
i know it would be an ideal world if everyone was excepted but sometimes it would just be nice:)
thank you for the message it cheered me up!
glad your enjoyng the site also
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i've been told that so many times in my life. i hate it. i see tattoos as a way to make myself more interesting and beautiful. others seem to think i'm a ruined woman. bitches.