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I'm still alive (and I'm 20) ! posted : 11/04/09 at 10:32am pst

Hey there hi there ho there!

How have you been? Seems I didn't post anything here for ages! I'm really, really sorry... My life was kinda, well, eventfull if I can say, those last two months. I even don't know how the hell I can resume that!

• First I moved in with my boyfriend, and gosh, that was such a big deal. We had to run everywhere to get some movables and so, buy everything we missed, clean up the whole appartment that we get very very dirty (believe it or not, I'm such a good housewife actually, I spend hours on the floor to wash every little corners of each rooms and kill all the dust, wtf!!), and nooow, we're finally more or less well installed.

• I get back to school. Do a year again when you totally failed is boring, I feel like I've no motivation at all, but well, as I still like my studies and do want to succeed them... No choice. Go, work, now, better, faster.

• I went to the tattoo art fest at Paris for Pin-Up Princess (french modeling community). Such an adventure : get up early on friday morning, bus to the station, train to Brussels, bus to Paris, arriving at the begining of the evening, find the parc which was far faaar away (okay just like five minutes of walking, but that's too much for meh %D), then saturday the whole day there, then sunday get up early to get the train to go to Brussels for a repetition... I was just SO tired and SO stressed and I cried in the metro because all of that shit was too much for meh, though I had a lot of fun and I was really happy to be there and met the other girls.

• I played the main role in a self-producted theater piece at the end of september, and that was just so cool. Now we're repeating for our representations at the end of november. Wish us luck ♥

• I get my birthday on the 16 of october! Now I'm 20 and felt a bit depressed about that, never liked birthdays I guess. Though my lovely boyfriend did everything to make this day marvellous, full of fruits pies, donuts, strawberries, "croustillons" and so, soo thanks to him!

• I participate for the first time as an exhibitor in a convention. Though that's a small belgian convention, I was like in a place where no visitor go, lost among the fanzines with my textiles creations... Finally I showed profit for half of my investment, still lot of money to earn back. Btw you can join the facebook page I made for my creations > CLICK CLICK CLICK , I'll update all the stock I still have soon, so if you're interested by anything... ♥ Btw I also made fluffy legwarmers for warm winter! Woot!~

• FInally, I'm sincerely sorry I didn't come to Evian with you, girls. I was so stressed to tell Yael, then I had not the will to tell you... Those months have been really exhausting with all I had to do and the fact I didn't stop running everywhere for the moving in, the theater, the school, the stuffs to buy to sew my stock for the asianim, and so on, I realised I won't be able to be ready for asianim if I came and I couldn't miss school classes, as I was a bit out of money and already too stressful... Wasn't the good time to come >_< I hope though that I'll be able to come next time we have an event, 'cuz I really really want to met you gurls! è_é

 

Though I've been very stressed and cried a lot those times, I've never been as happy than what I am. Living with him is just SO gorgeous ; I finally found hapiness and I know if he wasn't here to support me, things won't go so well. I'm not strong at all and always needed to have someone to help me, and I hope Santa Claus will bring you girl a nice boy to cheer you and love you for better times!

 

Aaaand... That's all. I even don't have any pics to show you, as I didn't have time to take some - and I'm fuckin' missin' it!

Just some recent portraits :

 

And a old one to spread you all my love!

Luv all,

Hope  I'll have a bit of time to shoot somethin' new soon,

XoXo

<3

(And as I know nobody's gonna read it as it's too long, I'll try to post a shorter entry soon, with pics and boobs I hope %D)

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Yael
11/04/09 11:48am pst

petite voix : moi je peux te shooter si tu veux...enfin je peux essayer...bouzouzous <3

Milk
11/05/09 09:33am pst

Oh bah moi je dis pourquoi pas <3 Si on a le temps un jour, on pourrait essayer d'organiser un shooting day, tu me shootes puis je te shoote (puis on se shoote tout court puisque les GG sont toutes des camées (<-- ok joke vis-à-vis des rumeurs à la con par rapport à Evian :D)) ?

Yael
11/05/09 09:38am pst

ahahaha ouais clair en ce moment j'accroche pas trop à l'univ donc j'ai vachement de temps libre :S

Milk
11/05/09 10:39am pst

Ok, d'ici fin novembre ça risque d'être un peu chaud avec les répèts théâtres qui reprennent de plus belles (à moins que je ne trouve un mercredi aprèm de libre ou quoi, faudrait que je voie mon emploi du temps), mais sinon début décembre ou quoi si on parvient à trouver une date ♥

BradSabbath
11/04/09 04:35pm pst

haha i really like the picture with you sticking your tongue out :p

Milk
11/05/09 08:14am pst

Hehe, thanks! Don't now why, I generally prefer myself on this kind of silly pic... :D

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