Why hello ladies and gentleman.

I am cleaning my bedroom and thought i needed a break so here I am. My room looked like a BOMB hit it. My mom had been pestering me for weeks to clean it and today i felt like actually doing it. I love living with my mom in all but i am an adult i like having a little mess to my room, she always asks me " how in the world do you find stuff in that pig pen" when really i know where everything is ;) haha.

I have been on this like adult woman kick thing lately. There has been alot of kiddish drama going on in my area, and its a small area might i add, those who i thought were good friends can pretty muck lick my asshole and enjoy there miserable lifes and call me names for doing fun stuff and not being dull, which includes godsgirls. Thats right i have had my first taste of OMG you as skank, you a dirty whore, oh you slut. Its wonderful but doesnt bother me one bit. I actually kind of like it! Thanks for thinking about me girls! Atleast im in your mind somehow. haha.

So back to my kick. I have been waking up or trying to wake up early this last week. I started my nannying job 2 weeks ago and its awesome. I wake up early take a bath lounge around, make a coffee. Its nice, I feel responsible and like im not wasting my life and time. I need to buy a fancy robe and slippers so when i get out of the bath to lounge and lotion myself i look proper and shit.

I have also been thinking about life like damn do i wanna pop out kids and settle down. I know i am young and shouldnt be thinking of that now and just be patient and it will come. But damn this girl is lonely. I have been in 2 relationships in the last 4 years and have only slept with like 3 people in those 4 years. I need newness and adventure and risk in my sex life.I have never been one to randomly have sex with someone or shit nor have i really ever had a date. It has been on my mind alot lately. Im getting tired of the crowd here it is so much different and to familiar from when i loved in Portland. I had more opportunities there to venture out but i never took them :( poop. I want to meet like an older man or like someone who isnt stupid and annoying or live in idaho. Oh fuck im screwed.

I also read cosmopolitan yesterday, it also made me want to be a lady. So i painted my nails, waxed my eyebrows, hung up my clothes and have been putting net outfits together. I have been curling my hair and smelling damn good. Maybe hopefully ill pass a sweet babe somewhere ;) The magazine also pretty much told me purple is in. So i really wanna find a pair of like purple pumps to match my nails.

It is nice to feel like im setting my life somewhat into place.

So i have some pictures from my wild night out i had written about last week and i have a picture of my new TATTOOO!!!!! woohoo.




We make out alot. She might be applying soon. :)

My lovers.




A cow


A pointy thing






My partner in crime.

Yesterday.


Drunk chest piece? haha sick


This is the boy that stabbed a bitch that i wrote about in my last entry ahaha. hes gay.