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so i dyed my hair back to black since the purple was all faded out and i have no clue what i want to do to it now.

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so now what should i do?
i love the purple and im sure i will put more in again
i really want a new look
cut/style
ive been thinking something 80's dont ask why
i love joan jetts look but im not sure if i could pull it
... read full entry >so today is christmas eve and i have no clue what is going to happen
i know that i dont want to sit on my ass all night and do nothing
but thats most likely what will happen?
who has plans for tonight and tomm?
i know my day will consist of waking up opening presents and than eating some yummy food hopefully...
i cant wait to see all the
... read full entry >so again im sick
and it sucks
i have no clue whats wrong with me
all i know is i sleep nonstop im achey and ive lost weight
ive had mono before so maybe its back but im not sure
my doctor thinks i have some deficiancy so he made me go and get a bunch of bloodwork done. i get the results in 5 days
i hope its nothing serious. i cant handle having
... read full entry >we woke up and went to josh's (JM darling) hotel where she shot a few sets over there which all turned out amazing
im so happy i have such a hot friend that i get to share all of this with
both watching her and shooting with her
we always have tons of fun together shooting
so yeah after his hotel room we made it to ... read full entry >
i was so nervous that the night before i made myself sick and was up all night
i was just about to finally doze off when my alarm went off...........lame
i thought i wasnt going to be able to shoot
but i somehow made it through the day and got all 8 sets done!!!
i got to work with the wonderful mr. ... read full entry >
went to a lame party and then went home

then saturday stevie came which was cool beans
we were supposed to go to another party but we found out you had to pay to get in so we said fuck that and just sat home watched movies and smoked a lot.
i hope she wasnt too bored
sunday was pretty lame too we went and ... read full entry >
so i just went through all the pages of the girls
and added a bunch
i really want to start talking to more of the girls on here
not just girls but everyone that enjoys this site as much as i do :)
p.s nin was amazing!!!!!!!
ive never seen them before
im going to cream in my pants.........................................
woot woot nine inch nails here i come
and halloween is just about here as well i cant wait!!!!
i finally got my halloween costume stuff today / set w/ catherine as well
and shot another set which came out amazing!!!
i cant wait to send it in .
previews to come soon.......
p.s 3 more months till me and catherine move to vegas
3 more days until i get to cream in my pants watching nine inch nails
trent reznor is a ... read full entry >
she was really pissed
at first she tried giving me the "you're going back" speech but i told her that aint going to happen so forget about it
now she feels that i should be moving to vegas now when i have no money no nothing here and just go and start new there.
she's a crazy lady
on a better ... read full entry >
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