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fresh start :D posted : 11/02/09 at 11:44am pst

oh, hello november! be nice to me please. one of my roaches is superrrrrrrr grumpy today. he keeps hissing at me and pancho. O_O what a grump. if you have no idea what i'm talking about, look at my entry right before this one and you'll see pictures. i am the proud momma of some cutie arthropods. :) skipped class today because i wasn't feeling it. going to take care off some homework i've been neglecting and i need to try to finish up my french presentation this week and fill out/turn in as many job apps as possible. wish me luck! i could use some job interviews and well, a job! haha.

this past week was pretty rough on me. pretty sure i let it be more rough than it really had to be, but i'm feeling better and more resigned to accept that it is what it is. cryptic but just know it has to do with a break up and a bit of boy trouble. something i'm not used to dealing with because the last relationship i was in, i was in from 17-22. my dating skills are rusty. i learned a lot from this little mini relationship though, so that's good, right?! :)

i reaaaaaaaaally want a new pair of heels. :( i hope christmas is good to me.

this is my friend jennie, she is super sweet and i have known her for yearsssss now. it's crazy. oh how i love the interbuttz for bringing people together. :D pictures are from friday night.

 

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Darcy
11/02/09 11:56am pst

If you get any prettier, I swear, my head may implode.

Mary
11/02/09 12:06pm pst

hahaha! aw. thank you. :) <333

backspace
11/02/09 11:59am pst

 Ah ha ha ha ha... I love Creepy Stalker Cat.

Hope you have better week. Break ups do suck.

Mary
11/02/09 12:07pm pst

agreed and i think this week is already looking better than last, for sure. haha <3

wychlea
11/02/09 12:07pm pst

Well, cliche' or not, time does heal all wounds. 

Some hissing cockroach got up on the wrong side of the bed today.  Time for one of those Temperpedic mattresses.  ;)

OXOX

Mary
11/02/09 12:07pm pst

i just need to feed them and hopefully he will settle his grumpy roach butt down. :D

Micah
11/02/09 01:30pm pst

I'm really bad when it comes to casually dating. Usually just don't date, boys like to play too many head games. Look at every relationship as a stepping stone. Moving towards something better and learning a little about yourself each time.

Mary
11/02/09 02:09pm pst

yeah this kid was my second boyfriend, ever. we rushed into dating. learned some things. didn't work out. what can you do? i definitely wasn't taking it this well a few days ago but i feel better now. >.>

Tristyn
11/02/09 01:30pm pst

Stunning!! ;]

hey I really have stalker cats near my house..always looking in my windows! hah

Stenno
11/02/09 02:43pm pst

Wait till you get to my age hun and you're single!! hehe It is what it is and what will be will be!  It may be upsetting but he's not the one, just imagine how great the one will actually be :)  Take care x

BradSabbath
11/02/09 04:23pm pst

roaches hisses?

Mary
11/02/09 04:41pm pst

madagascar hissing cockroaches do. when they feel threatened or are being territorial, they can hiss pretty loud. :)

BradSabbath
11/02/09 04:53pm pst

I guess they are quite different from ordinary roaches? 

Mary
11/02/09 05:15pm pst

very different. way bigger too.

 

GuardianAngel
11/02/09 04:40pm pst

Skipping classes and neglecting your homework?????  That's it, Little Missy!  I am going to give you a spanking!!!  :)

 

It is always a bummer when a relationship doesn't work out, but you really do learn from your past mistakes, when you move on to other relationships.  Earlier relationships seriously help you to make later relationships better, and they help you to figure out what you are (and are not) looking for in a partner.  Was he seriously only your second boyfriend???  REEEEEEALLY???  OMG!!!  That is unbelievable.  I would have thought that a beautiful woman like you would have had about ten bazillion, or so, boyfriends!  On the plus side, at least that leaves you available for ME!!!  Now I just have to convince my wife to let me have a girlfriend (she is kind of greedy, when it comes to sharing me)!  LOL

 

I am happy to hear that you are feeling better.  Hopefully, November will end up being totally awesome for you!  :)

 

<3  <3  <3

Chris

Mary
11/02/09 04:43pm pst

hahaha, oh no!! ;) yeah, i was bummed for the last week or so but since we didn't date for very long...i decided i needed to snap out of it. he's an amazing guy but it just wasn't meant to be. what can you do? i don't blame your wife for not wanting to share you, you're a sweetheart! <3

Evelyn
11/02/09 05:47pm pst

you are beautiful and i love your friends purple eyebrows

AstorNYC
11/02/09 11:32pm pst

Good luck with the school work and with that whole job application / finding a job thing.  (I've got to find me a job as well.)

You and your friend both look great ! 

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