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Sometimes it seems the only way to remain honest is to keep quiet.
Convinced words could be a bridge between us.
This mouth can not be washed clean.
Filth runs so deep that emotional vomit won't empty me.
Human.
Oh. let go.
Something tells me that if I stop spitting bullshit
growth may come from this manure.
I'm tired.
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Aura and I, photographed by Ruzz. (everything is love.)
"well it's better to waste your day watching the scenery change at a comatose rate, than to put yourself in it and turn in to one of those cigarette ads that you hate."
-Amanda Palmer (The Point of it All)

Life has been speeding through. I still hold few illusions about time and I'm letting go
... read full entry >I walk down my street at night
The city lights are strange and violent
I am comforted by the approaching sounds of trucks and sirens
Even though the world's so bad
These men rush out to help the dying
And though I am no use to them
I do my part by simply smiling
The ghetto boys are catcalling me
As I pull my keys from my pocket
I wonder if this method of
I am born every moment.
Looking up the definition of love to see if it is a word that applies.
Memories of you fill my mind.
I ache.
I'm not certain I ever understood what love was.
and now that I know it exists, can I ever close my eyes?

If you are in Calgary for the tattoo convention next weekend, or otherwise, you are coming to this. That is not a polite request. It is a fact. This is going to be freakin' awesome, as all the shows I participate in are. I'm going to be as naked as they will legally allow. If you are in town, send me a message! I'm going to be chilling out at the
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From my shoot with Ruzz last night.

This is his first "long portrait". It is one of the most beautiful things I have ever seen.
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