tomorrow i get to leave to go on a paid trip.  it won't necessarily be the best vacation evar but it will be nice enough, especially getting paid (time and a half tomorrow!) to do it. 

i will get to see madie tomorrow because i am going up to edmonton, i am travelling with my new australian co-worker who i can't quite decide if i find him attractive or not.  sometimes i do and sometimes i don't.  in any case it will be fun.  i get to be gone for three days and go to the mountains, i hope it will be nice.

i am wearing shorts today, this is the second time in the past 5 years that i have worn shorts, the first was while in toronto.  so far it's okay, i'm not feeling uncomfortable.  it's dope to get older and start feeling less self conscious about the things about yourself that you can never change.

tomorrow is canada day, i really couldn't care less.  the only nice thing about it is it is a stat holiday and stat holidays are good because if you work on them you get paid time and a half plus get a day off in lieu of the day you worked. dope.

hmm, last night amythia helped put on a fetish event that some of us calgary girls performed at.  i was supposed to perform but after the 10 hours of stress i endured during my work day the last thing i wanted to do at 1AM was try and look sexy while half naked on a stage.  i felt bad for letting them down, but i felt good for going home and vedging out and going to sleep, those ladies are rad and understood, and i heard it went great!

things i am wanting to buy, in order:

- a new (awesome) bike

- a laptop

- a decent digital SLR

i am also looking for a new job, because by the time i leave this place each night i feel like i want to sit in a corner and cry and rip my hair out.  well, maybe not each night, but more often than not.  and that's not cool.