i don't like crowds
or theme parks
or getting scared.
BUT, i got suckered in by the promise of alcohol,
and guilt-tripped by drosso (it was his birthday)
prices are ridiculous:
$9 parking
$59 ticket
$3 water
$8 cup of shitty domestic beer
bleh!
that is not how i am going to spend my twenty-first
it will comprise of me getting completely and utterly shitfaced.
it will be cliched and wonderful,
and then the next morning I will nurse my hangover with a huge southern breakfast and a pot of coffee.
mhmmm.
10 months away, it will be here sooner than i think.
this is my ex boyfriend/roommate/sex buddy:

he wants a threesome.
any takers?
just kidding, but not really.
a house, and lots of money and free time.
mainly so i can adopt and love cute animals like this one:
http://search.petfinder.com/petnote/displaypet.cgi?petid=9339235

so adorable!
my mind and persona feel like they've broken off into a thousand little bits.
i need to start collecting them.
i had to attend a seven hour basic computer course today.
i wanted to shoot myself in the face.
and now i have writer's block.
i just need to bang out 200 more words, but for some reason it's not happening.
boy, oh boy.
at least i managed to have sex today.
i'm just wondering why it's not even 7 am and i am up.
eh, i'm going back to bed now.
i want a girly cuddle buddy right now.
presently unobtainable things:
a horse
en eco-friendly house
a man that's right for me
dream job
possibly obtainable things:
happiness
straight A's
an affair with a lovely girl
trips to major cities aka london, miami,nyc, la, and boston
here's to hoping, dreaming, and saving up lots of money.
lalala.
i am avoiding schoolwork.
i have accounting homework due tomorrow but I have to go over to my friend's house to do it because the software i must use to do it is non-MAC compatible.
fuck that. i love my apple. why can't everyone else?