oh the confusion 09/06/08 07:44 pm pst
Listening to: the pathetic love songs that make you think you're worthless
so i have been incredibly lazy about updating....
lets see here, my first set should be up within the next few weeks, so keep your eyes peeled. i am now in greenville, sc visiting my mother. and though i love her, i am ready to get to charleston and move into my new place.
i guess that i just have so much on my mind. i met this guy who is absolutely amazing. ive never clicked with anyone so quickly. he makes me feel like the only girl in the world. we used to talk all day, everyday. but now things seem to be fading. not on my side, but i feel like things on his side might be. we are both hopeless romantics, but i think that because we started talking when i was still in ohio (and i dont have a license, and he lives an hour away from me) that things are changing. my problem is that when i like someone, i REALLY like them. i get attached too easily. he is talking to me bluntly and not how he used to. i just want things to be simple, i dont like these games or confusion. i dont want to guess how someone feels, i just want to feel it myself.
i guess all i can do is talk to him, and see if he'll be totally honest. i dont know if any this makes any sense, im just rambling on and on. :(
love you all
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