Lanie's journals

So I am changing my life... not big parts but to some im sure it would be kinda a big deal ha.

So I no longer get on myspace.... eventually I will just have my account shut down but for now its stale and just sits there.

I will only be getting on here once or twice a week and im just being honest. I will be working tons and plan on traveling even more and dont plan on getting me comp fixed. I realize I dont need myspace or want it I dont need to stare at a box and look at other peoples lives. My life isnt simple enough to care or judge others.

I got a new cell phone number and gave it to like 5 people.

Its pretty much like im in the witness protection program ha ha.

I have moved to a new state into a new house where few know where it is.

I still go out tons and tons and dance and hug and laugh with people face to face

I actually have a crush its been forever on he prettiest thing my eyes have seen in years eep and well im smitten for a stranger.

I am living my life a little less attached to electronics and a lil more to people in person. I beleive that we have become impersonal and out of touch with people. I am gonna see things outside of a screen.

So thats all. I love you girls and will see you in jan jan or sooner

Member you know who you are..... please do not try to cause drama in my life by showing my ex all my pics and trying to cause trouble. I have no boyfriend you are not my father so take your bs elsewhere. I am free to do what I want with my life. I am sure you have fucked more girls then there are on here... and if you are he ex that said " my friend showed me your pics" i think its funny that you have a membership then give me shit.... back away from the sticky keyboard.


On a lighter note im getting a puppy weeee

I have stopped talking to everyone I think is toxic
I have stopped returning calls
stopped caring about the heartless
about the selfish
about people with alternative motives
secret agendas
people who dont have a positive influence in my life
who are here to use and abuse me
who treat me the way i never deserve to be treated.

ahhh breath of fresh clean air.


I went to a wedding the other day sooooo amazing... at the santa barb zoo on hill facing the ocean red black and white were the colors watching my girly dance with her dad got me choked up cuz im scared ill never have anyone want to marry me... i dont want to get married i just want a wedding ha ha ha... were heading to vegas in 4 dayssss weee....

and right now im going swimming 

xoxo

WAS A BLAST
HAD SOO MUCH STICKY YUMMY SWEATY FUNNNNN WITH THE GG'S
SAD CUZ EMMAS GONE
WERE FINDING HER A HUSBAND SO SHE CAN GET HER GREENCARD! ASAP AND DRINK SHITTY BREAKFAST TEA AT DENNYS FOREVER

L O V E

I feel like lately its my bday cuz soo many people are suprising me ha ha... in good bad ways.. those people I except nothing but pain from have done the opposite.. and the people who i would least expect it from have thrown it in my face... today I was soo bummed at losing someone I thought would be a girlfriend of mine for quite sometime but true colors came out and I have worked to hard and making a good life to have red painted all of my white canvas...

I dont like scene boys... never really have.. ha ha and lately I find myself hating guys with tattoos... not hate really but not impressed... I dont like facial peircings and scene guy hair drives me nuts.. and I think them wearing smaller pants then me freaks me out I have weight complex as it is... and when your having sex I bet it feels like your having sex with a chick.. and if I was gonna do that I would much rather it be the real thing with some nice boobies on a bony body... I want to feel secure someone where I dont feel like I would have to kick a muggers ass.. and eye makeup on guys other then jared leto is gay,,, and my dad would just laugh.... and my mom would make some vulgar remark saying now lanie you dont want eyeliner between your thighs now do you... I am being honest its my journal I figure I can... I want a man... someone who could protect me my kids... be a masculine figure... and besides most the boys now a days wouldnt be able to lift my ass and I would like to be manhandled ha ha ha...

 

I just woke up and now im scared I wont be able to go back to sleep until really late... I am bored out of my mind.... im thinking a walk on the beach mmmm.... summer smells soooo good!

I want a pair of fake ta tas.. I love boobs.. on everyone... ha ha always... and ive wanted them since i was 18... my mom is down for splitting the cost cuz shes freaking cool...

But I also want a puppy... ha ha and i think I would love him more... someone find me a puppy please...

love comes in all different forms some on a leash some on your chest ha ha ha...

 

xoxo

 

i dont have work tomorrow lets do something

Mtv2 that puppet show where they make the phone calls...

this made my night

" I bought a candle from your candle store, it made my house smell like poop. I would like it if you came and steam cleaned my apartment."

 

" we'll marry the sleeping bags, zip em together, just for heat no hanky panky."

I woke and my lil ms midge.. aka my car was gone. I had a headache last night took some tylenol pm and forgot to move it.. even tho it was parked in front of my house which i get rent raped for every month. So now I am sitting in my bed with no way of going to get my car. My roomies are mia.. and everyone else as well.. its funny when you need the people you have always been there for they up and dissapear. I had to borrow money from my dad cuz its 200.. towing people are scum. Tomorrow is fathers day and I am borrowing mula from the greatest dad in the world and guilt is eating me up... fuck me.. fuck low life towing companies who over charge... fuck..

xoxo

 

ps. how many members are there?

Yesterday

I tried to get dark

but instead got burned to the max

my boobs are soo pink

guhh

and i ran out of aloe

ha ha i slathered on oil with no spf

hoping my cherokee skin would suck it up

love the beach hate the burn.

and tan lines ew do we have topless beaches anywhere in ca

im there

love you guys

xoxo lanie

So... first journal....

My computer sucks lately and dies even when its plugged in so I dont get on here as much as I should and would like to. Not a bitch promise just having technical difficulties.

Im watching days of our lives... ha ha because I am jobless and it sucks... I am working on it slowly but surely... eh at least now im caught up on boa and hopes romance... ahh fancy face...

I had my hair done yesterday.. so I am walking around scalpless... grow baby grow..

My journals will most likely be random... no im not drunk.. i get that a lot with my posts and bulletins.. completely random nonsense.

Thanks for coming here.. for reading.. xoxo lanie!