Lanie's journals

Wow its been ages.... eek... Ive been working tons yuck 12 hours a day 6 days a week.... I will be back home in SOCAL in feb! Out here in denver enjoying the winter with awesome mountains and snow!  So news... got a new puppy a lil long haired chi chi named romance! Have an amazing job for the winter. Oh and went back blonde again.... never satisfied. Misses and kisses

Ive been away for awhile busy bee.... got a job a stripclub.. cocktailing.. hot chicks all night oodles of mula heck ya...

question to the gg uploaders and annaleise are we going to use mina and i's pics i know shes mia but those are some of my favs...

 

xoxo lanie

was last night and was amazing.... pics to come...

 

and lee was the first gg to say happy bday love you meoooowwww

ITS AMAZING!
how much you reminded me of that who needs no reminder of today....

as it went a long long time ago it played again in this way...

with me sitting as you scream at me

point out how human i am

how faltered and flawed i am

that i am so far from perfect

and all i can do is just sit and listen with a blank face as my mind drifts so far away, to that

place where i want to turn back lifes clock and take back the choice i made in risking that...

that unjudging never critizing love for..... this.

so i swallow that pit in my throat appreciate the fact that i will soon be wearing sunglasses

so my eyes can scream because my voice is the last thing you want to hear right now, and

know that in a few hours when my eyes are rested a dream will come and take me away.

about veruca no joke..... but we had moved to canada as roomies and welll ya ha ha i woke up looking around for a tube sock with no luck.

So it snowed here again and my car is stuck
im at home with no booze no drugs no sex just food and tylenol pm ha ha ha
um does any of the ggs in cali or canada or anywhere else fun need a reliable roomie...
pays cleans has good jobby

let me know im tearing my hair out bald is not beautiful for me....

kisses to all of you hope you had a good christmas ect.... and hope everyone has a great new years kiss....

im bored write me k xoxo

Job interveiw today... to get my life back on track... to get back home where im happy.... ill be home in 4 months if i get this job... woot woot... and i also applied to be a flight attendant its pretty much my dream job... so i just need some goods vibes sent my way so i can get out of here... and back there... where mud wrestling and being around amazing people is an every day thing... xoxoxo

I finally went back brown... weeee.... its better I guess no more weekly root touch ups and it looks much healthier...

so on another note I need advice the boy im dating has a crazy ex they havent been together in forever and he has made it clear to her that im his girl... she lingers her drunk ass around us a every fucking bar... she stares and points at me cuz well her fat ass obviously cant stand the upgrade he has made... i dont talk to her dont point at her dont do anything because she isnt worth it... so i just need advice on how to go about it... how long is she gonna be like this?

I am thinking about going back dark not black but a warm chocolate brown... im just tired of doing my roots every two weeks... any input?

and i would really like to see some of the girls... il be in LA and in OC.... lee you beeotch hang out sesh