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4 Years on GG

posted : Sep 30, 2018 @ 10:26AM pst listening to : Kitty Purring

Wow, y'all, as of yesterday I have officially been a GodsGirl for FOUR YEARS. I can't believe I have made so many blogs like this and it still feels surreal every single time. I still log in here and am like, "Wow, I'm actually a GG, what the heck?!"

I still can't believe what beautiful friends and family I've made. How welcome and open...

Huge Life Changes

posted : Aug 23, 2018 @ 04:08PM pst listening to : Race Chaser Podcast

Hello, beautiful friends!!

Just wanted to make a journal because my life is pretty wild right now. I'm shooting two GG sets this week because *drum roll* I'M MOVING BACK TO MY HOME TOWN!

I wanted to move back two years ago, but some shit happened with my boyfriend's grandpa and that ended up falling through. Then I got a vanilla job and...

Nostalgic Night

posted : May 19, 2018 @ 01:58AM pst listening to : My kitties purring.

Hey, guys, long time no blog post!

I just felt the need to make this because I was emptying out my e-mails going all the way back to 2012 today and during that process saw so many GG e-mails that I honeslty almost started crying right there in the break room at work. All those old emotions I had from when I first got accepted came flooding...

Three Years On GG!

posted : Oct 08, 2017 @ 11:25AM pst listening to : Lindemann and Rammstein for a week straight

I'm sorry this is so belated but having a full-time vanilla job again has sucked all the energy out of me! I come home from work and I don't want to do much of anything, and I spend the weekends recovering. I just sit at a desk and enter shit into a computer but because of my CFS, doing that for eight hours a day, five days a week, on top of...

Two Years On GG

posted : Sep 29, 2016 @ 02:44AM pst listening to : New Ghost EP!

Omg, you guys, it's been two years already?!?! When did this happen?? Trust me, it still hasn't gotten any less surreal. I'm up to 33 sets, (34 once my new once comes out in a few hours <3) and I still can't believe my dreams came true. I get messages from people telling me they look up to me, want to make sets because of me, value my art so

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So tired...

posted : Jun 13, 2016 @ 04:51AM pst

So, I wrote a really long journal, was just about to finish it, and then backspaced on accident and lost everything. I was really hoping it wouldn't be lost, but alas, it was.

But here's the gist of what I wrote:

I'm tired of myself and the people around me being hated. Being a queer sex worker is so terrifying, and even though I wasn't...

I Was 12 When GodsGirls Launched

posted : Jun 01, 2016 @ 01:42AM pst

 Hi, guys, it's been a while, but this definitely requires a new journal post.

For starters: I feel so fucking cool because my set called "GG Cheerleader" is the set debuting on the 10 year anniversary holy shit???? I literally feel honored and I hope I don't let this momentous occasion go to waste, like omg!! Seriously, I'm stressing that

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A Snakey Update!!

posted : Jan 09, 2016 @ 07:53AM pst

 Hello, everyone!!

Oh. My. Goodness. As you may or may not know, depending on if you were here last year when I blogged about this, I SURVIVED CHRISTMAS HELL AT WORK. We get EXTREMELY busy during the holidays and we basically have to work two weeks straight (I got one day off on Christmas Eve cus of my seniority, but one day doesn't help

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GGversary!!

posted : Sep 29, 2015 @ 01:01AM pst

 Hello, everyone!

Today is a very very special day to me and I'm so very excited to be celebrating it with you guys! One year ago today I woke up at like 5 AM to see that I had made it through Purgatory and that I was a GodsGirl. Purgatory has probably been one of the most stressful things I have ever gone through because finally my 14 year

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Bullies, Depression, and Abuse (Triggers)

posted : Sep 12, 2015 @ 05:48AM pst

 Hi, guys.

So I know I haven't made a journal in a while, and I wanted to just do a life update or something like that. But then all this Nicole Arbor stuff happened, and then MORE stuff came out, and then I watched a bunch of Youtube response videos about it, and I just needed to write some shit down. And I want to make my own video - not...