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Finally a break! posted : 04/28/09 at 01:15pm pst

The last month has felt like a bit of a nightmare!  So much was happening- classes were winding down which meant a MILLION assignments crammed in at the last moment.  Followed by studying my ass off for finals.  My embalming exam was going to be a cakewalk for me since I know my shit and was sitting on a 94% average for it.  My thanatochemistry however, I was shitting bricks over- it's a mixture of inorganic, organic and biochemistry all mixed into a course, which I found to be extremely difficult. 

I was working 5 days a week, had classes twice a week, had soccer and volunteering each once a week, plus trying to fit in time for friends, errands, cleaning/laundry/everything else and studying.  Then to make things even more interesting my great uncle ended up in the hospital and my grandma died.  Hence why my life has felt like a nightmare the last little while.  Too much on the go with no time for me.  I couldn't even make it to the funeral because of finals, and yet I'm fairly glad I didn't go- I most likely would have gotten disowned from all my aunts and uncles after telling them to go fuck themselves and what worthless pieces of shit they all are.

At the funeral arrangements for my grandma, my aunts and uncles ridiculed my mother about being single while the funeral director was out of the room.  Divorce is strictly taboo in the family and so my mom is taunted about it continously since she seperated from my father 8 years ago.  My aunts and uncles are such fucking hypocrites since almost half of them have divorced- but since they got remarried again it's all forgotten in the past and never brought up since "it would be rude."  Fuck I hate those people.  The most disgusting thing however, was how they ridiculed my mother during the funeral arrangements.  They had said  that since my mom is the only single one there, she should "take one for the team" and have sex with the funeral director to get a discount.  Those disgusting people had the audacity to say such a thing.  Implying that my mother in her time of greif should prostitute herself out since she has no reason not to.  This is just one more reminder why I have nothing to do with those people.

 

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pigman
04/28/09 02:08pm pst

I have an uncle like that, I don't like being in a room with him.

CakeorDeath
04/29/09 01:47am pst

Glad that you finally have a break.

I had family like that. Luckily most of them are dead. The others...well we don't speak.

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