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ok guys. i am so emo sometimes. take for example the following piece of literary prose i composed several months back. luckily, i am out of this writing phase for the most part. but heres a portion of bullshit right here....
"his lips were glazed. a perfect match to his drunken eyes. and when lathered around the inside of his mouth he tasted so real. the perfect mixture of whiskey, cigarettes, and fear. we were alone. in our own thought processes. together- yet apart. my lonliness nights have ended in his cradling arms. leaving me sick to my stomach. and lost in a blur. i choke on the overabundance of bile festering in my belly. my heart always drops deep into my vagina when we part. because: somethings will never change. he wont change, and i cant change. thank god misery loves company. his company is so perfect that the end result is actually imperfect. flawed and defected. i cant stop the withdraws. my blood boils from his toxicity...."
what was i thinking? the subject of this piece is one of my fwb. somehow, i magically dont give a flying fuck about trying to be with him. it was pretty intense, but now i smoke too much weed to really have an opinion on the matter. as long as my needs are taken care of. i will ride the pony express on any given day. stick to sex only kids. unless you are 100% sure. because heartbreak is a pain.
time for work. im getting ready to send in a new diy soon. it features pudding and pbr!
have a fabulous day everyone!!
xoxo
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BradSabbath
That is rather intense as you said .. i don't really know what else to say :(
creideno
so...just get with me :)
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