And I could really care less...haha. As I stated a while ago, I have no plans other than going out with my mom, cause my "friends" forgot about me and no one asked me to do anything. Cool right? ahahahah
Yea, So over this place and these people. I cant wait to move to atlanta!!! Its coming up sooner than I thought...jesus...
I'm excited as fuck though.
I'm making food, I worked night shift last night and we almost got robbed. It was pretty scary, I thought I was gonna die. But I am alive and well!!!! Just about to run to the drug store because I got a perscription filled yesterday...and they didn't fill it right. I was supposed to get 14 pills and they only gave me 9...how the HELL do you fuck up that badly? I mean..I understand missing 1or 2 but 5 pills? Do your job people. You're wasting my time.
I'm in a grumpy mood ahahah
but i love you all! And hope you are all doing wonderful!
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Awake at 730am!? Not natural...I have not slept for more than a few hours in the past couple days and I dont know why. I wake up with my heart pounding and feeling like I'm missing something...weird.
OH WELL! I just popped in a movie and am chillin in bed hoping I can actually get back to sleep....cause I would pretty much love that not gonna lie. I miss you sleep!! come home!
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and now my foots asleep....lame. I dont know if I have plans today, I have a day off of work, so I'm hoping plans are in my near future. I went bowling last night with a few people from work, it was pretty rad. i kicked some ass. Until they started yelling dirty words at me to mess me up. and it worked...very well. ahaha
hummmmmm.....did this have a point??? ....probably not.
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I love you!
send me birthday cards and presents!?!?!? ahaha just kidding, you dont have to. I just felt like asking for the hell of it.
I'm in a weird mood..I went bowling tonight. then went to taco bell. It was pretty awesome. I'm drinking soda right now and I'm really tired but I know I wont be able to sleep.
VAGINA!!
.....I dont even know. ahahah I feel random as fuck tonight.
I hope you all had a fantastic day!
<3
April 14th....and for some reason...I'm not excited. Maybe its cause I would rather be spending my birthday in Atlanta
with people who care about me...instead of spending it here...alone and drinking by myself.
Oh well I guess. thats fine.
Atlanta.... i need you.
I'm in love with him. ahahaha.....I finally saw him for the past 2 days.
And he was....amazing to say the least. I thought it was just gonna be
cool that we were friends...but honestly...I LOVE him.
And i'm okay with that now<3
Dear god I miss him...and i need to move out of here so fast...
I need to move...now...
GOT MY DIY'S BACK TODAY! :] Had someone edit them a bit for me to make the lightning better.
oh man i'm so stoked to send these in!!!!
You should all go check out some of my previews in the DIY preview forum.
do it!!! :] <333
the makings of a good night let me tell you ahahah

just shot 2 DIYS today.....they are awesome i'm so excited to send them in :] <3
I've taken a sudden and intense love for the vagina.
okay...my day actually did just get a bit better.
got a letter from Romy in the mail today and it made me so happy<333
It was a total surprise..i didn't expect that when i went out to the mailbox.
i love you romy!
<3
Your Axl.
Who I thought would never hurt me has successfully smashed me to pieces, stepped on them, spit on them, and then thinks it may possibly be better by saying that basically "this is how it is." And that he's "sorry." Sorrys dont mean a thing in a world of fakes and shitty people. Especially when he shit talks me a text and accidently sends that text to ME instead of the person he actually meant to send it to....and that hurt more than he realizes.
I dont know how i'm gonna be cool with this...my second home cannot be my second home anymore. The thought of seattle makes me sick right now...
it sucks when i was actually starting to be okay again and shit went so sour. SO quickly. I literally got SLAPPED in the face. I really can't trust anyone anymore....friend or otherwise. I just CAN'T. i'm done telling people my secrets. This is probably my last blog bitching about my life. and I'm sorry you all have to deal with it. I think my depression is coming back hardcore. Lame sauce.
on a lighter note.....multiple DIYS being shot on friday. I'm excited.