Juliet's journals

 My mom found my cat. I'm so happy. Thank you to everyone who talked to me last night. I never imagined gettin so worked up over an animal...haha. I love her!!!!


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So my mom just called me crying, telling me one of my cats that is staying at her house got outside and she cant find her...I'm freaking out. I have all indoor cats and the one who got out is 10 years old and  has never been outside for more than a few minutes not inside of a cage. I am an hour away from my moms, with no way to her. People probably think I'm stupid for freaking out and crying over a cat...shes my baby...I dont know what I'm gonna do if anything happens to her...I'm a wreck.





thats my baby.... :[ I hope shes okay....



on a lighter note to take my mind off things...I stole a shopping cart last night cause my friend and I bought  about 80 bucks in food...walked to the store which is about 2 or 3 miles  from his place....worst idea ever. It was so hot. and I have the gnarliest blisters now....but I have a shopping cart...yes.

pictures soon from a trip I'm taking to see a 100 year old pirate ship that washed ashore near me. I want it for my own.

randomness to take my mind off worrying..



Partial boobies



friends work trying to be professional.



cheesin



me going insane basically.



me being in love with one of my cats


oh dear i love photos

 I kept having the worst nightmares last night. I woke up and thought I was literally dead. I didn't wanna open my eyes cause I figured I'd be floating above my body, staring down at myself or something. I hate dreams that do that shit to you! I almost threw up a lot. ahah. These  pictures describes me waking up pretty much. worst ever!!!



I got the godsgirls tank top yesterday, its pretty exciting. Its comfy as fuck. I may have to order a million of these. Thank you Don. It does mean a lot. Even if you hate me....and thank you higher powers of GG! For so many comfy goodies.




I also got my nose pierced yesterday. I took my monroe out a bit ago. I got hit in the face at a bar, and it got really swollen and started digging into my face. so I just took it out. But My face felt naked, so I needed something else...to bad the hoop the guy put in my nose is a million sizes too big for me. so I have to heal and get it changed out...he didn't believe me when I told him I dont swell with piercings... I have a teeny nose. this isn't neccesary!


Also...I'm staying with a few friends right now, trying to figure out my situation with life. This is one of them. His name is pat. He's playing some video game.."bully" or something. Its pretty ridiculous. But this kid is awesome, he makes me smile and cheers me up! Especially when he hits me in the head with pillows when I think he's asleep...and watches awesome zombie movies with me. And says he is  going to feed my OCD problem and put all the DVD's in alphabetical order.


he doesn't know I took this picture...bahahahaha.

I'm also staying with my friend Tony. He's a pirate. Just to let you know. I love him forever! He is my husband..he just does not know it yet!! :]


And Jason and his kitty also live here. [his kitty and my kitty have a problem playing nice at the moment] I don't have a picture of him. He's sleepy in bed at the moment.

I cooked them all Vegan mac and cheese last night...it was so tasty.


and last but not least...I made a new screen name to talk to all you guys! I need more contact with lovely ladies and gentleman on this site! <3

Godsgirl xJuliet

[someone already had that name without the x in it...so now I have to be  scene with x's in my damned screen namecause someone is mean and takes things from me! I shall hunt them down....]

There is my ultra mega super long update journal.

xoxoxox

I have not had this bad of a day in a long time...I fucked something up with someone I cared about. I hurt him badly. I didn't mean to. I never meant to hurt him....but he doesn't believe me when I tell him the truth about things. I just wanted to be happy for once.

now I dont know what to do. I'm lost.

I wish he would believe me and trust me. Cause I don't wanna lose a friendship at least....

ah....don't know what to do.


This is the first time in a while I have thought about doing some pretty stupid shit. And I may be checking myself into a hospital soon...Because I feel like I'm gonna have a breakdown.

1. I was ugly and unpopular up until I graduated high school. I had very little friends and mostly hung out in the art room.

2. I am a huge dork. I have a huge anime/manga collection, an original super nintendo, still play with Yu-Gi-Oh cards, write fan-fics when I'm bored. I love care bears and the smirffs. And still have my pokemon cards.

3. My first real relationship was with my fiance. He cheated on me. Almost every boy since him has cheated on me, gave up on me, or just stopped talking to me for no reason. I fear one day I'll become a cat lady.

4. I think zombies, vampires, ghosts, big foot and the lochness monster are real. But I still think Lindsey Lohans boobs are fake.

5. I played the flute for 7 years. The drums for 5 years [evidence is recorded on an album very few have heard]. I played trumpet, and the harmonica as well. I sang in all county choir for close to 9 years.

6. No one has seen my real hair color in over 8 years.

7. My name was originally supposed to be Fallon. But my dad heard my name on the radio and decided a generic name was better.

8. I was a jock and theatre geek. I swam for 10 years, went to nationals every year. Played soccer for 6 years. Softball for 2 years. Was Wendy in Peter Pan. Oliver in Oliver Twist. And Mimi in RENT.

9. One day i want fake boobs. So when I'm old and saggy I'll be the envy of the old folks home.

10. I named my kitten after the band "A Kiss For Jersey" cause no one believed I would.

11. I still think I'm ugly a lot of the time. But I know I have a beautiful personality so that makes up for what I lack in looks. No matter what people say.

12. I have had sex in more public places than any normal person should. The thrill turns me on. And the fact I'm a sex addict helps. Bathroom sex at parties makes me happy.

13. I was arrested for breaking and entering at the high school I graduated from as one of the top in my class....no one thought I was a bad kid. little do they know the roof of that school is tainted with my sex acts as well.

14. I have OCD and cook and clean more than any human being....I would make a good wife

15. I sleep with my baby blankets.

16. I almost died when I was 8 from menengitis. I had a 105 degree fever and my brain swelled up and almost exploded out my ears. I think its a cool story to tell at dinner.

17. I hate children but want kids of my own.

18. I look identical to my father who sexually abused me when I was 3 years old. I see his face whenever I look in the mirror. But I dont let it stop me from being the person I was meant to be. I think its a kick in the stomach to him to see me succeeding. He has been in jail for 15 years.

19. I like to debate politics and the stupidity of our country and the people who run it.

20. I help hobos on the street even when people tell me not to. Because a hobo I helped once saved me from being raped.

21. I steal from consinment stores because if they didn't want people to steal they would have cameras.

22. I believe that everyone is beautiful, and given a chance can be whatever they wish to be.

23. I have red silk sheets and a black velvet comforter. Because every women should have a porn star bed.

24. I have been grown up since I was 7. My mom has MS so I cooked, cleaned, did laundry and took care of her my entire childhood. After my dad left we didn't have much money, and lived off mac and cheese and pb&j. My family brought us food. And at christmas my mom would have to rewrap presents I already had so I had something to open in the morning. It annoys me when people complain about money because of that. But because of my past I am a better person, and my mother is now my best friend.

25. I think Valentines day is a hallmark holiday and every who acts up about it is stupid.

since I can't sleep I figured i would post a blog... its been touch and go with my internet, getting on and  off lately. that and my keyboard to my laptop is busted...so this just took me  5 minutes to write...dedication i tell you...

So I'm gonna try and make a  trip to toronto and calgary soon...I miss too many girls...I'm also making a trip to philly for a few friends..

oh; and on top of that.. i have a new phone and expect massive n00z..... 585 224 5025



this is my senseless 4am rambling....


and here is a picture from a photoshoot i had the other day...i'm wearing epic red pants...




xoxoxo

life has been ridiculous lately. Ridiculously busy [a reason I have not been here much, also considering this computer is hard to get on GG with] but ridiculously amazing at the same time.

I have been pretty happy lately. which....is fantastic.




I've come to the conclusion that....


I am a very lucky girl....


I love you all, and I hope I will be on here more soon.

xoxoxo

dipicting my life as of right now....pretty epic.

 

 

[i have been living in that hat]

[I'm also living with a vegan and a veg so I am cooking a lot of green and colorful healthy foods]

 

 

more pictures to come I'm sure.

 

I just shot a DIY last night...so previews soooonnnnnnn

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Well, I'm finally finished moving out of my apartment...I'm not quite homeless. My mother allowed me to move back in with her. and by allowed I mean I had to fight and cry and beg till she  said okay....she loves me  a lot, but we just don't live together well. It didnt take too long to move out thank god... i hate moving. And with a bad back and  no friends to really help me move it sucked even more.

But at least I'm not homeless!!!! Thats the plus side I'm looking into...although my kitten isn't too happy...she has been locked in my bedroom for 3 days being let out on occasion. only because she bullies my 2 older really fat kitties...its sad but hilarious.

Its also been pretty hot out lately....I love the heat but this humidity is gross. I haven't sweat this much since my 6 hour sex session with my ex.

I'm going to buffalo for a week and a half....warped is next week and I need to get my tattoo started on my leg...whooooo yesssssss....I also came in contact with the cutest pug puppy EVER the other day...although it lives in a house of complete disaster...my aunts house...there is shit all  over the floor...piles of it.its disgusting...it smells dirty...and I feel so bad for the puppy.....


here are some pictures from the past week or so.... including pictures from my date the other night...a very nice boy took me on my first date since my ex 2 years ago...SO cute. he showed up with 2 packs of cloves because he  heard I smoke them and I ran out....he also brought me sparks and whiskey... :]





my kitten that is beating up my fat kitties



the pug baby!!






My Date day!!!