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down in fifteen posted : 02/20/09 at 08:28pm pst

insomnia's back, i've been kicking my own ass for weeks. i cannot survive on four hours a night, that's terrible.does anyone remember pulling all nighters? i am pretty positive i did at least three times a week throughout high school and into college. i'm pretty sure i can never do one again. you have no idea how... aged that makes me feel, which should not be confused with feeling old.

i've already started packing my stuff, even though i don't move til next weekend. that's a lie, i started packing on monday. i like my roommates as people but after them throwing parties two nights in a row (during the week no less!) i am about ready to moooooove along. i've been waking up at 7:27am like clockwork for at least four days now... not really sure what that's about. annaliese is trying to insist i make my room really pink. that is making me uncomfortable. i mean... pink. me. bedroom.

i used the word "pontificate" in response to someone today. i sort of want to hang myself for it. it's like the word "epic". every time i say it there's this small urge to punch kittens that rises up in me.

 

 

... i'm going to go watch meryl streep movies and dream about living in africa now.

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Clarissa
02/20/09 08:51pm pst

i love meryl streep!

MojoJunkie
02/20/09 08:54pm pst

where are you moving to?

shawnjohn
02/20/09 09:25pm pst

Africa is your momma.

zipling72
02/20/09 09:27pm pst

I feel for you, been going through sleep issues myself but of a different sort, for some reason my body wants to be on China time (vampire time, whatever you want to call it), I hate it. Good luck with your move, sounds like its time to move on as you say. 

TommyCinLA
02/20/09 09:33pm pst

"I had a farm in Africa"

I use to be an insomniac then I started working out and cutting out caffeine now I can't get enough sleep.

R u leaving L.A.????  Did I miss something????

v8dreaming
02/20/09 10:54pm pst

hope your move goes well and your sleeping situation improves.

 

you and vesper should do a set together.....

Matilda
02/20/09 11:10pm pst

ive always had insomnia tendencies

no pink!!!!!!

and yey meryl streep

 

Applejacks
02/21/09 09:27am pst

insomnia sucks. i  was at the point where it was nothing new to stay up almost 3 days in a row. i had to do sleep tests and crap.  the doc finally gave me a pill that knocked me out and now im at the point where i get about 5 hours a night rest.

Peg
02/21/09 02:00pm pst

you just don't seem like the pink room type...but annaliese knows you and i don't, so maybe she's onto something...

i hate not sleeping. hope you get some rest. <3

 

 

Adneris
02/21/09 06:48pm pst

 so you're going to be living in the house when i'm there?!!!! OMGGGGGGGGG i'm totally going to climb on top of you like a spider monkey and ravage you

Adneris
02/21/09 06:48pm pst

 thats right... i said it

Revolutionary
02/23/09 06:55pm pst

all nighters suck I feel your pain. I usually sleep from about 10 to 230 am I work at 4 am till 4 pm.. sucks

Alice
02/24/09 04:05pm pst

you get the urge to punch kittens when people use the word "epic" too!? I thought i was the only one.

epidemic
02/25/09 05:34am pst

As if.

(not a real comment, just wanted to say that to you...)

Chase
03/05/09 11:41pm pst

i hear ya on the insomnia kick :o

LouHarley
03/11/09 09:39am pst

 I agree , sleeping only fours hours is so terrible ! Hold on beautiful !

A pink bedroom ...not for me too.... some objetcs okay but all the room really pink...huh I don't even think it would be possible in my case

xxxx

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