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I have a curse posted : 01/21/09 at 03:30pm pst

Every man I touch turns into a jerk. I refuse to believe that every single one of them was like that to begin with...there is simply no way there could be that many con-artists roaming the streets. Thank god for the emotional-void-filler that is Ativan, since I can't seem to find any satisfaction from anything human. GRRRR!

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Steff
01/21/09 03:42pm pst

unfortunately.

odds are..

they were always jerks....

YAY ATIVAN.

sorry to say most humans do let you down.

its human nature...

xoxo

GuardianAngel
01/21/09 03:42pm pst

 Damn, Sweety!  I am SO SORRY to hear that you have been having so much man-trouble lately.

It definitely has nothing to do with you, though.  There really ARE that many jerks in the world.  Believe me, I went through a LOT of total jerk women, in my time.  There are a lot of jerks out there, both men and women.  

<3  <3  <3

Chris

Jenna
01/21/09 04:18pm pst

it's not you. it's them. believe me.

Eden
01/21/09 04:29pm pst

I'm sorry baby. It takes a pretty amazing man that would even be worthy of you <3

I miss you! xoxoxox

Bobby_Banger
01/21/09 04:30pm pst

Frankly, I find most men out there to be dysfucntional morons and I'm suprised the world can function on any level at all. I agree with Jenna. That being said, I feel my personal close male freinds to be good people and not the kind to screw with others emotions and stuff. Genuinely caring human beings. However, I grew up in a different generation and in a different country. Don't know if that matters or if it's basic "like attracts like" type of thing. Anyway, I'm sorry your having so many problems meeting someone decent.

TommyCinLA
01/21/09 04:43pm pst

No, we aren't.

Kiss some frogs... one will turn into a prince.

I was thinking the same about women... "they all can't be this fucked up"..."She wasn't crazy 6 months ago!".... "What the hell did I do to deserve this???"...... are a few of my latest.

I think it's Cali.

U r waaaaaaay to amazing and beautiful to be dealing with JERKS!!!!

KPA4life
01/21/09 05:25pm pst

 ouch. its not you. guys will put on a show for a woman as attractive as you as long as they can. their natural jerk will start to show over time though. and remember you are looking for a guy in the orange county. good ones are hard to find here. i look for transplants personally or someone that has gotten out of the bubble. they seem to be more normal. good luck your going to need it.

wychlea
01/21/09 05:51pm pst

On behalf of my gender, I'm sorry!  I'm pretty sure that they were lying assholes to begin with.  Obviously, it has nothing to do with you. 

From my little corner of the gender, I send hugs.  :)

JustNick
01/21/09 06:05pm pst

you are looking at the wrong guys  these guys were always assholes and always con artists   just  like most of us guys are.. i think your problem is your attracted to these jerks to begin with because you either think you can change them  or it will be an adventure , and you dont want a nice guy cause all they do is kiss your ass  in hopes of getting laid   lol so good luck finding a guy in the middle

Missa
01/21/09 08:20pm pst

:(

tat2ddork
01/21/09 08:34pm pst

everyone is screwed up.. the key is finding someone who's flaws mesh with yours into some kind of compatibility.  you just need to get better at recognizing some warning signs.

DannyFunwrecker
01/24/09 09:42am pst

most dudes are cunts, sorry

ha! you're going to cal state fullerton? my sister lives right off of harbor. small world.

RighteousJonson
01/29/09 12:09am pst

There's a saying in Australia:  Treat 'em mean to keep 'em keen.  There are nice guys out there, but they're just not that exciting.  I know because I get a lot more girls when I'm a jerk than when I'm nice!

BigDirty
02/15/09 11:40pm pst

Men still being complete jerks?  I am feeling the same way right now.  All the women I keep dating turn into flaming balls of personal issues, and I look at the troglodytes next to me in public and see them in a functional relationship with a beautiful charming woman.  I would totally take back any of my hot ex's  for a few weeks just to feel a little comfort that not all women are this damaged and beyond help.  Anyways rant over.  How are you now?  Ativan still taking up your time or have you started staying busy some other way?

BigDirty
03/07/09 01:39am pst

I am willing to take that challenge. Touch me.  Haha I win because I am already an asshole. 

totaltech
07/17/09 03:34am pst

Of course, as a sub woman (if you hang out in the 'scene' rather than just fantasize about it) you're going to be exposed to the worst possible demographic in the world too - wannabe dom assholes.

You have my sympathies.

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