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it's been a while. i want to shoot a new set, but i am so busy that when i have time... i just get lazy. like right now.. i thought about it. haha. i am too lazy to even get up and go peeeee. sheesh! i don't even know what's new in my life anymore. but it's been full of friends and boys i like. i've grown terribly confused in the love department within the past week. i never end up knowing what i want, but i would like to. i need to be swept off my feet, asap would be nice. but you can't have everything and you can't rush these things, i know this. i don't want someone just to have someone. there's 3 options i'm looking at right now, and none of them will work out. i am sure. i just don't want to spend my winter still just seeing if something will work out. like a jackass.
i've had the taste of something/someone perfect, or so it seems. we talk about the most amazing things and how wonderful our lives could be. together. but we're only just talking, and it sucks to know that. and know that.. it's just to fill a void.. for them.. for me.. it's like falling in love. i can't have you, but i can hope.
i guess we'll see.
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richpdx
Hope the relationship stuff works out :)
You should get up and pee, and then shoot a bunch of sets. You're pretty :)
Sublive
love is hard, hard to find, and near impossible to find it mutual. a perfect swoon is amazing and can fill you up to the brim!
hope you get swept! and i hope its spectacular:)
would love to see more sets!
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Obviously we know the answer to your problem is just falling in love with me. We will talk about trolls, magic, and photographs. We can listen to New Found Glory and Paramore, and be the two cutest people in the world. Just sayin. Phase one has been accomplished. Now Phase two must begin.