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I AM NOT DEAD! posted : 07/06/09 at 10:44am pst

I've just been working on being happy. it's been working out, up until like yesterday when they guy i thought i was kinda "dating" bailed on me. whatever. i'm glad it happened before it got too far. sucks though, 'cause i was REALLY starting to like him. it's always out of nowhere. weak. being aroun him made me feel at home, only.. in a good way.

 

enough of that!  so.. t-mobile has fucked me over and over again. i got sent 6 phones, all of which don't work. they all have the same problems.. tell me how that happens! they shut off every 4 minutes and restart themselves, which doesn't save y texts or anything. and the battery won't stayed charged. no, i've tried a new battery, and a new sim card and blah blah blah! it's like.. geeeez give me a NEW phone already! thats gotta work. sooo.. yeah.. they are sending me a 7th one now. give me a fucking break.

so then.. my car broke down on me too.. on the way to the beach! figures. my brake line is fucked. i was on the freeway in rush hour traffic trying to get over 'cause the lane ended.. so.. i was driving on some shitty construction bullshit for a while and i think that's what fucked it up, so as soon as i finally could get over, i went to step on my brakes and my foot just went to the floor. i'm like FUCK! but, i surprisingly didn't freak out like i should have haha. but yeah, now i need my car fixed, which is suppose to happen today.. but i'm sure it won't. i can't win.

 

other than those downsides.. i have been pretty happy lately. i think it's 'cause i know i need to! it's summer! i wish i were doing more though and seeing more people! whatever, i had cake for breakfast.

 

 

sorry, i havent updated lately at all. i've felt busy, and tired and lazy. i've been thinking about shooting some new sets though..  :)

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SonnyDisco
07/06/09 10:59am pst

Have a great day, stay up, and stay beautiful.

Martini07
07/06/09 11:11am pst

guys are dumb

Holli
07/06/09 12:44pm pst

yeah. so are girls.

Martini07
07/06/09 01:41pm pst

 This is true, that's why I'm still single

Sublive
07/06/09 12:50pm pst

keep on being happy there lady!

that dude has no idea! trust me. he's a poo head!

 

nice undies!

Charlie
07/06/09 01:07pm pst

sometimes is totally necessary to take a break from the nets to focus on real life happiness. we forgive you =P

that photo is really gorgeous

bodaciousss
07/11/09 02:58am pst

glad to see yer back! working on being happy is always a good thing.

and that picture is fucking awesome. your photography rules.

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