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i have these bumps on my legs. i don't ven know what they are, right? and no one can really tell me how i could have gotten them. they arent ingrown hairs.. but they kinda look like 'em. but yeah, i've had them for over a year now, at least and one of them got infected somehow i guess. it got all red around it like 2 days ago or something, and feels like a bruise, and i walk funny because of it.. and today i got home from work and checked it out and it was even worse. the redness spread and it had some actual bruising on the middle of it. so yeah, i went to the hospital, just in case.. in case it kept getting worse, ya know? they might have to take my leg off then! ha. but for real. it would suck.. they gave me some meds to take for a while and hopefully it will go away.

(you can't really tell, but you can get an idea. it's more red in real life.. the flash on my ma's camera kinda.. washes it out though. but what the fuck, dude?)
i get so frustrated with doctor's and all that. he just kept telling me that the infected spot wasn't related at all to the other bumps i have on my leg, near it. when i kept trying to explain that.. THEY ARE ALL THE SAME KINDA BUMPS.. ONE JUST GOT INFECTED! how is that not related? and if it could happen to that one.. i kinda gotta worry about it happening to any of the other ones. in over a year.. nothing has happened to any of them, so it's kinda weird. but whatever. i'm starting to get a headache now.

(he gave me vicodin for pain too.. but i'm not taking that shit!)
OTHER NEWS:
i got a car!
i have a shoot tomorrow for redhedd.com PAID! which is sweet, i always need money. i hope my leg at least looks a little better when i wake up tomorrow and i hope this bactrim doesn't make me sicky.
afterwards, i have an interview with ambassador magazine, or some shit. 'cause apparently i qualified for the top ten in that America's Next Top Model: The Detroit Search. crazy 'cause i signed up and put my photos on the website and everything.. and then completely forgot about it until i got an email last week saying that i was in the top ten. so i'm super nervous and i don't know what they're gonna ask. whatevs.
i'm getting pretty tired. i should put in a movie then get some rest. but i have laundry i need to finish and some other shit i feel like i have to do, but probably nothing really.
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Holli
oh yeah, about the car.. first night i had it on the road.. i was parked for not even 5 minutes and my friend's neighbor's friend backed out all fast and fucking hit me. decent dent in the back of my car. another one. bastard. he took some of my tail light too. but yeah.. HIT AND RUN! i got out of the car to look at it.. and like 5 kids were standing there still and no one said shit to me. that's fucked up. they were high as fuck and laughing about it. JERKS!
but yeah, i hope my leg is fine again soon. :(
lifegrd31
That is a dick move. I am sorry your car already got mangled a little bit. I am gonna draw you a picture tomorrow! I got an idea.
Holli
haha oooh i cannot wait! drawings really do cheer people up. well.. me anyway. :D
lifegrd31
Ohh good I will put a little extra effort into it then!
Riley
If you meet Tyra, I will be so fucking jealous.
good luck tomorrow.
Holli
haha i wont.. don't worry. although it is antm related.. it doesn't have anything to do with being on the actual show. it's just something extra that they do, i guess.
thanks for the luck!
how was your shoot on sunday? :D
Riley
ooh man. i am like, the biggest closet tyra banks fan ever. it's actually disgusting.
it was a lot of fun!
when are we going to shoot together?!
Holli
hahaha well, now it's out!
how abouts we shooooot.. when my leg is a little better and probably after this week.. since this wek is kinda crazy for me. blah! send me your digits via private message or get them from ka perhaps? we will discuss. :)
lifegrd31
If this happened I am pretty sure my heart would explode. If you didn't know Riley was my #1 model of the year last year. So hot.
http://www.godsgirls.com/members/lifegrd31/journal/258526
Holli
i cant wait to meet her!
Speaker
GET BETTER! etc...
Holli
i am!
Darlene
feel better cutie!
Holli
thanks, sweetness!
Holly
Oh man, When I got Shingles I went 2 days too late and had to suffer through the pain.
Although I got 750mgs of Vicodin so I was more than happy.
but it was so painful, and it still kinda hurts from where the Shingle occured.
get well my dear
Holli
daaang that's crazy. i remember there was a time where i was afraid of getting shingles.
i got some low dose vicodin but yeah.. don't take 'em anyway!
bodaciousss
dude, that's so lame how the doctor was being to you! ER workers can be such fucking jerks... instead of getting answers, ya get belittled. ugh. fkjghldf. they're a bunch of monkeys in lab coats, i tell ya.
aside from that: YAY about the car & the redhedd.com shoot & getting in the ANTM top 10 for detroit! keep us updated!
Holli
yeah. that's how it always seems to go. i fucking hate going to the doctor's office or the hospital.
i dont think i got that antm thing. but i guess ill give it a few more days to hear back. im suppose to this week.
Neko
First pic is so cute. Hope the spots go away!
Cat
meow, congratz on the car :D
Sublive
owch! maybe a bug bite?
hope it gets better fast!
good luck on your shoots! hope to see you on the tv screen!
Holli
i will look SOOOOOO stupid on tv!
Sublive
bah! never!
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Ohh this one is much better!
Congrats on the car!
You're already my top model!
Get better tiny legs, and good luck on your shoot tomorrow!