So im obsessed with this song by rocky votolato called postcard from kentucky..go to my myspace and listen to it!
myspace.com/gooberpoon
aside from that i've been doing a lot better since i last posted a journal....im pretty much over that whole fucked up situation and feeling a lot better...everything that could of been shitty happened, now nothing can surprise me...so i just dont care
Ive been having a lot of fun being single and just having the freedom, i absolutely love it. i had such an amazing birthday party! me and about 14 of my friends had dinner and margaritas at el compadres..got pretty fucked up there...then at midnight took a limo to bunker...stayed there till 2:30 and were even more hammered...then went back to my friend cyrus's loft in downtown LA and drank even more in his jacuzzi on the roof with an amazing view of LA and watched the sun come up...so perfect! i havent had a really amazing birthday in sooo long, and that night was just perfect..and i seriously have the most amazing friends ever!! my friend zsanett made a scrap book of all our memories it was soooo sweet! she also gave me an AMAZING Tarino Tarentino necklace...and so did my best friend Emily! she bought me a tarino tarentino necklace id been wanting for the past 9 months that my asshole ex boyfriend failed to remember i wanted every major holiday...and when she gave it to she said ...
"this represents what some cheap ass boyfriend cant give you your friends can give you" ...it gave me chills...my friends are fucking amazing...
and my friend derek got me a linkin park cd...HAHAHAHAHA sooo an inside joke that NO ONE understands!
so all in all i've been having SOOOOO much fun....and i've been feeling really good....i still have a ways to go...but i couldnt of wished for a better recovery 
oh and im a redhead now!!

and here's me before leaving my house on my bday with the tarina tarentino necklace emily got me!
