Geisha's journals

virgin to las vegas


soo i never been to las vegas after i turned 21. im going for the first time next thursday! last year, i was supposed to go to cesars palace, but since my laptop got stolen, i had to replace my laptop and cancel the whole las vegas 21st birthday. this yeah has been so unbelievably shitty! i really think someone was bad luck.

anyway, im going with my lovely sister, her friends and my best friends. my sister is also going to take me to my first male stripclub. i hope they get naked. thats way hot. if not, why am i paying to see HALF naked men?i wanna see them do the helicopter or the door knowcker!!  i could just go miami or southbeach for that! lol. people say im gross for that, but its all just for entertainment. why are female strippers nude but not men? im a perv wtf!

actually me and em are planning a summer vacation trip and fly to miami for a few days, then taking a bus/train for the rest of the vacation week at south beach in september before my fall quarter starts. last time we went to san francisco and it was pretty cool for our first planned out of town trip all by ourselves! we are growing up! so now we wanna make our next trip out of state! its gonna be rad. we were thinking of ny, but hell, ny is way too expensive for a week. fl should be no more than a grand. round trip tickets are $300. not bad. sf was about $500 for all expenses (booze, booze, booze, food, hotel, flight, booze).i guess miami will be my 22nd birthday lol.

we checked in thursday. so my sister, her friends and i stayed at treasure island. we got there around 5 so we had time to eat and get ready for zumanity. that was an awesome show by the way. it was very erotic so everyone was a little horny after the show. they were literally humping on stage if they werent dancing. there was some lesbian action too.

anyway we went to tao which sucked on thursday nights. we didnt have to pay or wait in line. it comes in handy to be a girl sometimes. the club sucked since the girl to guy ratio was 2:5. it was packed with a bunch of hot chicks but not one single guy was decent looking. so obviously i had a horrible time. the club was kind of trashy too. there was like a stage for girl to get all nasty to get their freak on. guys may love that shit, but i was not feeling that club at all. anyway, i left at 5am drunk as hell and alone. no one had anything interesting to say.

my sister woke me up at 11am to go out to the pool. she rented out a cabana. i was still drunk from the night before. we got room service for breakfast, so i ate a lot. we went downstairs and as soon as i felt the heat, i felt the food come up. to my luck, the bathroom was on the other side of the pool. i refused to let it all out in the trash in open public for everyone to see. i was looking too cute for that. so i walked as calmly to the bathroom as possible. as soon as i opened the door, i puked all over the toilet and stalls. i felt bad after all that mess so i cleaned it up. something was wrong bc every time i drank water, my stomach wasnt letting me have it. i decided to leave the pool early and hoped i could sleep it off. i was wrong. every time i drank water, it came out until i was dry heaving. i finally woke up at 6 feeling ok. so i started the night by drinking again lol.

that night we went to pure at ceasers palace.we got in free but we had to wait a few minutes to get in. i was verysatisfied with the people there. everyone was hot; guys and the girls. it wasnt packed like tao and it was classy and clean. there was actually more people waiting outside than inside.

i saw a couple of ucr students and said hello. but i didnt know one of the guys names. i was drunk and getting annoyed with some assholes bothering me. so i pounded another drink and saw the hottest guy there and gained some courage to talk to him. i thought i didnt have a shot but i needed an excuse to stare at his face without looking crazy, so i introduced my drunk ass self and asked him if he was a model or something. it was a bad line but i was wasted. unfortunately he wasnt a model but he was a grad student in medical school at ucsd.. which is much better than what i hoped lol. i always had this thing for science nerds.

my sister bought 2 drinks and a bottle of water. i took the water in my purse and somehow at the end of the night the cap started to unscrew. it started to pour down the side of my dress and my drunk ass kept thinking some bitch spilled her drink on me. the water kept pouring little by little, so i was getting mad at some random girl next to me, thinking she was spilling her drink on me in the same spot. i didnt start anything of course. im too passive and a happy drunk so i grabbed my phone and it was dead from all the water. thats when i figured out i was dancing all night with an open bottle of water in my purse.

anyway we hung out all night and got lost trying to find a bar outside the club. he was such a sweetheart and hillarious. i asked him if he was an escort bc i didnt believe him. i had to see his school id for validation.

my sister had to embarass me and called him my boy toy all night. we didnt get back to the hotel until sunrise. i hate seeing the sun rise after a whole night of partying. i get this weird anxious feeling.

anyway, we had to check out sat morning. we were going to stay and party again, but they werent feeling it. i should have stayed but i didnt have means to get back home lol. i had fun though. it was probably on of the best times i ever had in a day.

so! i did something really crazy and new. aside from the crazy hair styles and colors and all the black, safety pin, ripped, fishnet, newrock boots glory... i have decided to go

BLONDE!

well ash blonde. ive been thinking about it for a year on and off. i mean i still miss my mohawk, but that can easily be created again with my clippers and at least 2 mirrors. so im not too worried about that. its been processing for months since ive got asian jet black hair to work with. ive been going to my hair stylist to get it processed every 2 months. believe me it took a whole lotta cash and time. but its starting to look great!

i havent done a recent shoot with the new hair but its looking very  beachy bimbo and anti-me. whenever you saw me last or a candid photo, its lighter now!

but the blonde is growing on me. its just a nice change from the usual multicolors. i did everything except blonde. i dont really like the kind of guys im attracting since im always up on some rocker gunge punk's jock and they dont really dig the blonde. eh maybe ill finally get that septum piercing that ive been wanting too to even out the fra-la-la look im sporting. or shave the sides anyway lol. i cant find a common ground!

anyways im in summer school. without a car so i have to walk in the high noon desert heat. it sucks, but what can i do? i could always give up my dignity and scoot on a razor.. but im not that desperate yet.

ive got a ton of random journals floating around on the net..

ill copy and paste my las vegas trip in the next one. soon my lovelies, there will be a set of me in my anti-punk/industrial hair color :)

till then,

ciao

i just got out of school. tonight me and my friends are going to watch a free university school screening of pans labrynth. i watched it before and i loved it. i love unbelivably sad stories.. after, we are going to emily's work for some free dinner and then off to the bars. its going to be a fun night.

in other news, pinupgirlclothing.com and versatilefashions.com are joining together to sell some of their corsets online at pinupgirl. so as a kickoff, pinupgirl is having a burlesque fashion show on may 30! masuimi, dayna, me and some other lovely gals are going to be there so come!!

that i had fun with. i stole it off dana from myspace.

Body: "This is a no B.S. survey.
These are random questions that will give your friends an idea on what you're all about. If you plan on faking it or hiding the truth then just don't do it. The fun thing is the shock value. Don't answer questions with an "I dont know" or any crap like that. Dont leave anything to the imagination... Answer bluntly."



1.What turns you off about girls?
~ codependency and the need to find love. what i was a victim of i admit. blatant insecurities

2.What turns you off about guys?
~ need to impress women with money and how much they make or who they know, and/or what they drive.
body hair is a big one too. ew. body hair beriod. ass hair is fidelity insured fo sho.

3.Whats your favorite part of sex?
~ when its great with someone you care for/love.

4.Least favorite part about sex?
~ usually the first time. or that awkward no thanks and pause if he wants me to stick my finger up his trash chute.

5.Any tats of a love's name on you?
~ thats a big nono. unless they died.

6.What's the dumbest thing you've done for a boy/gal?
~ not be myself to reel him in. but that was in high school.

7.What's the dumbest thing you have done for love?
~ invested too much time and slacked off school. and neglected my friends.

8.Smartest life decision ever made?
~ to get my own place.

9.Dumbest life decision?
~ not pay attention and crash my brand new car

10.What do you hate about your race?
~ koreans have yet to improve on electronics and car manufacturing. i mean c'mon! youre right next to japan for christ sakes,. get with the program.

11.What do you find funny about your friends now and your friends ten years ago?
~ 10 years ago they were all korean and lived a very sad and sheltered life. except viv, she still rocks. now theyre mostly from my college or freaks from hollywood. a nice variety.

12.What do you think of girls/guys now that you didn't know back then?
~ when shit goes down, all men are evil. they make better friends.
when shit really goes down, girls are way better friends than guys.

13. Longest real friendship?
~ vivi since 9th grade when she was a little foreigner

14.Coolest rekindle?
~ oi..umm i dont know. a lot rekindled, but lost touch again so it doesnt count

15.What do you love about myspace?
~ the ease to contact someone. especially if they moved or changed numbers, the myspace account remains the same.

16.What do you hate about myspace?
~ really young people and old folk trying to act sexy. if its going to be sexy at least make it decent. i dont wanna see yo 13 year old emo boy crotch shot or barely growing tits ... or some 65 year old saggy granny/pop boobs.

17.What do you love about people in general?
~ there is nothing to love about the general population. it consists mostly of ignorant, selfish people and bush himself to remind myself of that everyday. other than the very few good people i have met, im greatful they are my friends.

18.What do you hate the most about people?
~ hmm.. look at above rant..

19.What do you think about the person who you saw post this bulletin?
~ dana? oh i dont know him that well, but its fun when i do see him out.

20.How many of your friends will repost this bulletin.
~ i wish i were psychic

so repost fuckers! its fun when you wanna kill 10 minutes of your precious time!

alright.. i think i really have to stop slacking off and start shooting for myself again. ive got a test shoot with shannon brooke for west coast choppers in 2 weeks so im excited for that. also, im going to have to build a website. im going to have to do it after summer school ends though. i need a portfolio for realz.

i just moved into my new apartment. its all to myself!!! its a little studio and everything is nice. the onyl problem is ants. ive had water leak problems, roaches, psychotic land lords, flithy roommates and crazy crack heads living near me. every year i have had  to move from disaster and trial and error so im happy this is as good as it gets. and theres 2 bomb ass jaccuzzi s and 2 pools to fit a party. so i go out and drink there with friends more than i should.

summer school is tough. im taking calculus and statistics and its ripping me to shreds. but it will be worth it when i get back on track and graduate.

theres a chill fashion show coffin case is doing. its going to be at the roc bar (?) aug 4th friday. should be fun.

tomorrow is either kittys whorror theme or fetish church. prolly fetish church at cherokee.

now, time to get ready to go out to a riverside bar and make fun of all the white trash folk. its always entertainment at night.

i want to put up a website for portfolio work and stuff. im tired of working through free modeling websites.

anyone have any good domain name pitches? or maybe ideas what i should call it?

www.hollywoodgeisha is taken and i was hoping for something a little more creative.

i really do. i have no clothes and i seriously wear the same jeans and top to school everyday. no one would ever recognize me. i wake up, i manage to wash my face and vrush my teeth, but i dont brush my hair. i put on jeans over my pjs, and drive to school.

i finally realized i desperatly needed clothes. i hate shopping. the crowd, the stupid valley girl conversations you cant help but overhear since they talk to fucking loud, the stress on what to buy, if i should buy it, is it worth it, and when i finally wrestle my way to the dressing room, i give up and toss the shit away when i see the infinite line for the register.

i got some decent clothes for everyday and school. i spent a good amount, but i need to go back and do some more. i used to love shopping. i used to have withdrawls if i didnt go at least once a month. now i havent gone to a mall for almost a year. id prefer online, but its not quite reliable.

i know i have to go back, but i dont know what to buy. uuuuhg i hate looking like a hobo.

everyone complains about the scene and the people in it. what do you expect. its fucking hollywood. where the bitches are fake inside and out, and the dicks are dogs. of course we all pretend we dont know thats true. but the people are damn good looking. just have a drink. actually have like 5, then maybe we can talk. civil :)