Geisha

virgin to las vegas


soo i never been to las vegas after i turned 21. im going for the first time next thursday! last year, i was supposed to go to cesars palace, but since my laptop got stolen, i had to replace my laptop and cancel the whole las vegas 21st birthday. this yeah has been so unbelievably shitty! i really think someone was bad luck.

anyway, im going with my lovely sister, her friends and my best friends. my sister is also going to take me to my first male stripclub. i hope they get naked. thats way hot. if not, why am i paying to see HALF naked men?i wanna see them do the helicopter or the door knowcker!!  i could just go miami or southbeach for that! lol. people say im gross for that, but its all just for entertainment. why are female strippers nude but not men? im a perv wtf!

actually me and em are planning a summer vacation trip and fly to miami for a few days, then taking a bus/train for the rest of the vacation week at south beach in september before my fall quarter starts. last time we went to san francisco and it was pretty cool for our first planned out of town trip all by ourselves! we are growing up! so now we wanna make our next trip out of state! its gonna be rad. we were thinking of ny, but hell, ny is way too expensive for a week. fl should be no more than a grand. round trip tickets are $300. not bad. sf was about $500 for all expenses (booze, booze, booze, food, hotel, flight, booze).i guess miami will be my 22nd birthday lol.

we checked in thursday. so my sister, her friends and i stayed at treasure island. we got there around 5 so we had time to eat and get ready for zumanity. that was an awesome show by the way. it was very erotic so everyone was a little horny after the show. they were literally humping on stage if they werent dancing. there was some lesbian action too.

anyway we went to tao which sucked on thursday nights. we didnt have to pay or wait in line. it comes in handy to be a girl sometimes. the club sucked since the girl to guy ratio was 2:5. it was packed with a bunch of hot chicks but not one single guy was decent looking. so obviously i had a horrible time. the club was kind of trashy too. there was like a stage for girl to get all nasty to get their freak on. guys may love that shit, but i was not feeling that club at all. anyway, i left at 5am drunk as hell and alone. no one had anything interesting to say.

my sister woke me up at 11am to go out to the pool. she rented out a cabana. i was still drunk from the night before. we got room service for breakfast, so i ate a lot. we went downstairs and as soon as i felt the heat, i felt the food come up. to my luck, the bathroom was on the other side of the pool. i refused to let it all out in the trash in open public for everyone to see. i was looking too cute for that. so i walked as calmly to the bathroom as possible. as soon as i opened the door, i puked all over the toilet and stalls. i felt bad after all that mess so i cleaned it up. something was wrong bc every time i drank water, my stomach wasnt letting me have it. i decided to leave the pool early and hoped i could sleep it off. i was wrong. every time i drank water, it came out until i was dry heaving. i finally woke up at 6 feeling ok. so i started the night by drinking again lol.

that night we went to pure at ceasers palace.we got in free but we had to wait a few minutes to get in. i was verysatisfied with the people there. everyone was hot; guys and the girls. it wasnt packed like tao and it was classy and clean. there was actually more people waiting outside than inside.

i saw a couple of ucr students and said hello. but i didnt know one of the guys names. i was drunk and getting annoyed with some assholes bothering me. so i pounded another drink and saw the hottest guy there and gained some courage to talk to him. i thought i didnt have a shot but i needed an excuse to stare at his face without looking crazy, so i introduced my drunk ass self and asked him if he was a model or something. it was a bad line but i was wasted. unfortunately he wasnt a model but he was a grad student in medical school at ucsd.. which is much better than what i hoped lol. i always had this thing for science nerds.

my sister bought 2 drinks and a bottle of water. i took the water in my purse and somehow at the end of the night the cap started to unscrew. it started to pour down the side of my dress and my drunk ass kept thinking some bitch spilled her drink on me. the water kept pouring little by little, so i was getting mad at some random girl next to me, thinking she was spilling her drink on me in the same spot. i didnt start anything of course. im too passive and a happy drunk so i grabbed my phone and it was dead from all the water. thats when i figured out i was dancing all night with an open bottle of water in my purse.

anyway we hung out all night and got lost trying to find a bar outside the club. he was such a sweetheart and hillarious. i asked him if he was an escort bc i didnt believe him. i had to see his school id for validation.

my sister had to embarass me and called him my boy toy all night. we didnt get back to the hotel until sunrise. i hate seeing the sun rise after a whole night of partying. i get this weird anxious feeling.

anyway, we had to check out sat morning. we were going to stay and party again, but they werent feeling it. i should have stayed but i didnt have means to get back home lol. i had fun though. it was probably on of the best times i ever had in a day.

so! i did something really crazy and new. aside from the crazy hair styles and colors and all the black, safety pin, ripped, fishnet, newrock boots glory... i have decided to go

BLONDE!

well ash blonde. ive been thinking about it for a year on and off. i mean i still miss my mohawk, but that can easily be created again with my clippers and at least 2 mirrors. so im not too worried about that. its been processing for months since ive got asian jet black hair to work with. ive been going to my hair stylist to get it processed every 2 months. believe me it took a whole lotta cash and time. but its starting to look great!

i havent done a recent shoot with the new hair but its looking very  beachy bimbo and anti-me. whenever you saw me last or a candid photo, its lighter now!

but the blonde is growing on me. its just a nice change from the usual multicolors. i did everything except blonde. i dont really like the kind of guys im attracting since im always up on some rocker gunge punk's jock and they dont really dig the blonde. eh maybe ill finally get that septum piercing that ive been wanting too to even out the fra-la-la look im sporting. or shave the sides anyway lol. i cant find a common ground!

anyways im in summer school. without a car so i have to walk in the high noon desert heat. it sucks, but what can i do? i could always give up my dignity and scoot on a razor.. but im not that desperate yet.

ive got a ton of random journals floating around on the net..

ill copy and paste my las vegas trip in the next one. soon my lovelies, there will be a set of me in my anti-punk/industrial hair color :)

till then,

ciao