I Masturbated in the Park 07/17/07 12:27 pm pst
Listening to:
In the middle of the day. There is something very convenient about dresses and no 'roos being your usual wardrobe. It makes public masturbation very easy. It was hands down my most fulfilling experience in nature.
In other news I passed my GED test without a sweat and I'm about a week into cosmetology school at Gene Juarez Academy. I've been living life really fully, and realized somehow that my year in Louisiana, though be it a pretty dark time in my life, and not something i necessarily look back on with pride for my attitude/personality and actions, is something I'm very thankful for. Again, it was definitely not my most charming period....I was cold, and harsh and uncaring...but it seems as those attributes were just the layers to my cocoon that i broke out of upon my moving back to Seattle. So much about me has changed, and was changing, slowly and delicately, during my stay in the south and now I'm a totally different person than I was before Louisiana. I can't really compare myself as changed from Louisiana because that time was merely a catalyst, not for comparison. Almost as if I were in a coma or something. I mean, i dont think people freshly out of a coma would be like, "hey wow...i was totally lack of humor, sensitivity, caring and conciousness....now look at me...i can..you know..laugh...and ...cry...and...you know...generally be concious!" That just wouldnt make sense. Although it would make sense to say, because of the coma, i think i've changed in these ways since before the coma. So to apply it to my situation...it would be, Because of Louisiana, i've changed since Chicago.
I went overboard with laying that explination out. Sorry guys.
But basically I have survived, and will survive. I start a new bar tending job after my 21st birthday on the 25th. Its very near my house and very laid back. I'm excited.
Now everyone, follow my example and go jack it in the park.
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