Franki's journals

sometimes you just wanna sleep for days and awaken to all your problems being solved.....ah if it were only half that simple......grrrrrr pms and stress make me wanna kill !!!

ok so i really need a job, and like a full time paying job with not so full time hours ... blah someone shoot me !!!!! totally aside from the fact that i really really really dont wanna dye my hair and take out piercings......reality bites !!!

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ok so what kind of fucking man has some cunt hack your myspace page and collectivly moan about their miserable states of life ? that would be my soon to be ex husband and some cunt !!!! UGH why can't people just have normal breakups ????????

So  I got new ink the ohter night , just kinda said fuck it i need to do something and went !!!!

 

It is scripted " wake up and live " across my lower inner wrists

For the Late Great Bob Marley.... the best advice anyone could give !!!!

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So why would a person feel the need to lie about the most senseless shit, ex: saying you make way more money than you do, promising to give people things and then bullshitting for so long that you finally give up even mentioning it, making up stories about screwing with peoples lives when in reality the person would never do a thing, and plenty more... but really how shitty a life does a person have to have to make them wanna create such drama in other people's lives. Ugh why can't people just get a life or at least a fuckin hobby, cuz it gets really old dealing with people in their narcisisstic mind set...... simplicity really is a peaceful exisistence why can't people realize that ????? OK off to my rum and bud !!!!!!

 

 

 

 

Ok, So tonight I went to the House of Blues in Dallas, to see Stephen Marley... son of Bob Marley... for those of you living under a rock for the last 100 years..lol, and again it was the best show ever !!!! The energy and unity in that room was so incredibly intense, it was amazing !!! He played plenty of Bob favorites,and a bunch off his newest CD, and I don't think I stopped moving until I sat down in the car to drive home... =) After the show Hubby and I waited in front of the tour bus to see if we could get on, and after being told he wasn't signing I got let on the bus, and had him sign my Bob wallet that Kristin gave me for my b-day last year !!!! He was sooo nice, and after shaking his hand and telling his adorable son " one love "  I ended my perfect evening !!!!! It's amazing what pot and reggae can do to one's soul !!

UGH !!!! Why oh why am I wide ass awake at 6 am ???? I never wake up this early, but for some ungodly reason today I am. Perhaps it's the feeling of impending chaos that has driven itself righ the fuck in the middle of my life....... take the last 3 weeks.... Ok so, my brother in law has been in and out of jail for some time now, and can't seem to get things together, but has amazing potential.... so me being the lovely person I am... let him borrow my car one night to go pick up his things from the guy he lived with before he went to jail the last time.... well he gets pulled over, and the guy with him ends up having warrants and getting arrested.... my bro doesn't have a liscense or ID of any kind.... something about the jail losing it.... and since they can't veriy who he is they decide to take him in as well in case he too has warrants....so where does my car end up ????? the fucking inpound !!!! I got it out the next day, but still..... so fast forward to last tuesday.... i'm leaving my place to go clean a friends apt for extra cash, and only get 2 blocks away from the house before a cop spots my outdated registration and pulls me over !!! I had up until that point never been ticketed or arrested EVER, and trust me thats a big deal lol..... so no matter how sweet i am, and how much i begged and promised to take care of it right away.... the fucker still gives me a ticket !!! .............Then to top the whole mother fucker off friday, my brother in law tells me he has a job interview, which is GREAT news.... but he has no ride, and I had to be home with my kids, so I let him take my hubby's car, and on his way home he gets ran into by some fucker trying to make it through a yellow light !!!! The hood, fender, and radiator are fucked.... and the fire dept cut the damn battery cables..... well I have great insurance, but didn't have a current copy of the card in the car since no one uses our cars, we carry them in our wallets.... so the damn cop who responded to the scene decides that not only is the card outdated, but he thinks it's FAKE !!!! WTF !!!! I have had the same insurance cards the entire time i've been driving and they always look the same !!!! My bro asks the cop to talk to me on the phone so i can verify that the car does have insurance and give him directions on where i would like my car towed..... well he must have had a bad donut that morning cuz he not only refuses to give me ANY info about the accident, or the other persons insurance info, but he decides he's gonna tow my car to the inpound for " false insurance"  !!!!!!!!!! So not only do we have to pay to get it out of the inpound, we then have to have it towed to wherever we wanna get it fixed !!!! I am so broke it's not even funny, and then all this shit happens all at once.... I not only need a job,but i think i need a billionaire sugar daddy !! Well i'm gonna get off my soap box and stop whining..... but FUCK, i'm ready for a completely boring few weeks !!!!

A friend of mine got a membership tonight !!! YAY !!! His name is Melvin, and he's a really sweet guy.....go say hi, and all that good stuff !!!! His member name is mdiv911

 

 

Ahhh the last few days have been uber stressful.... due to man bitch issues...lol.... but after some good smoke and convo. Tomorrow is lookin up !! Yay for happy days !! Night All !!!