i am NEVER going to take my throat for granted again. one never seems to realize how dependant they are on something until it completly fucks up. i cant eat, swallow, speak-nothing. and the pain is progressivly getting worse. i was diagnosed with strep throat on monday, and usually the meds they give work right away, not the case.  on top of the meds not working, they give me really shitty side effects. i get really dizzy about an hour into me taking them. i am so hungry, but i am not sure what to make myself to help soothe my throat. enough of my complaining....

i am going to plant a small organic vegetable garden in my backyard - suggestions/experiences are more than welcome, as i am solely going on information from books and the internet. i really need to stop being lazy and go to a public library-better yet, i should stop by my school's library, instead of hurryingly walking past it each day.

i am not feeling very nice today. i can't sleep on my stomach because it feels like i an lying on a pile of rocks. i may be turning into a cow.  stagnant, wide, weary-eyed, grazing... 

i have juist decided that i want to have a naked tea party.

and these are my current thoughts...