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I am up early to go vote.. I was reading the damned props last night.... Yes on 2, No on 4 and 8, Yes on Obama, No on McCain. Seriously.. its election day! Go vote!!!!!!!!!!

I have been cleaning all fucking day. I have been responsible and I got my car insured, and I uploaded a bunch of pictures to my profile here (thats not responsible, thats slacking!). I got my doctor to call in my prescription for my crazy pills. Trust me, being crazy kinda sucks. Wanna trade lives?

I cut up one of my credit cards because they ... read full entry >

I walk to the liquor store and I see two neighbors, one has a no on 8 sign out front, and the other has a yes on 8. This country is so divided. Election day is tommarrow and I can't wait for it to be over, except I think everything is just beginning. I have a feeling that it might drag out like in 2000 with the bush/gore election with people ... read full entry >

I painted quite possibly the worst painting ever. Its a horrible monstrosity and I need to print out a photograph to cover it up. My pants that have paint on them look better than what I painted. I now remember why i photograph and write. Because me and painting = bad.

Church was good. They quoted from psalm 46, which I posted about a week ago. ... read full entry >

So I woke up with the sun again. I used to wake up starting at 6:30am normally, but now when I wake up I can't fall back asleep as easily. I keep having the weirdest dreams lately, the other night I dreamed about beehives and refrigerators and houses missing walls and then I dreamed about fish and my mom and last night i dreamed about a long ... read full entry >

I think its sort of cute that girls want to call themselves insane.

They want to know what its like to scream at an ER nurse and have her threaten to call the cops to pick you up. Insanity is pleading for an ipod in your car and your sister blocking the door and her husband coming down the stairs and trying to reason with the two of you. Insanity ... read full entry >

I got my neighbor to go out in search on pumpkins with me and carve 'em. We walked to ralphs and they were out, so we drove to trader joes and found two little ones that were left and we ate salmon and rice and carved pumpkins, mine turned into a one eyed cat, I don't know where I was going with it when I carved it, but thats the result of a beer ... read full entry >

The sunrise is very beautiful this morning.

Last night the question was, "does God care?"



Of course! God made pretty sunsets to look at, beer to drink, and pretty girls to kiss. read full entry >

I'm drunk and its a tuesday night. I had newcastel and margaritas. Me and brenans are experimenting with meds and alcohol and I'm trying to convince my neighbor to drink with me. Now I'm going to go eat some fries and I hope this journal is somewahta coherent. hahaha. enjoy.

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So um yeah. I went to therapy, showed my therapist some of my photography. Visited my dad at work, got some lunch, he showed my photography around the office.

Went to my doctors, talked about how my meds may not be working right, he suspects I might be bipolar, I sort of suspected this too when I was taking adderall by the way it interacted with ... read full entry >