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1 year ago - part II
posted : 08/30/09 at 04:35am pst
listening to:john lennon - imagine
When you came over to me, you hugged me and touched me just to make sure I was real. I held on to you and I remember my hand was on your stomach. It was softer than I imagined it to be.
They time stops in moments like these, but the truth is they move far too quickly. But they don't fade from inside my mind. I remember just holding on as long as I could. You asked if I needed help because you saw what I wrote. I knew as early as you let on. It was obvious and we played dumb. We played as fools.
I went home and changed the locks. I called you to come and over and keep me safe that night when he came. You came and sometimes you are a heroic figure in my story. He came and left and we went and bought frozen lemon bars and gatorade at the store. You offered to haul up my tv and I said he was coming over to help.
You came and hauled the tv upstairs and helped me get my bed down. You left and I haven't seen you in this place ever since. Everything fell apart slowly and we stopped exchanging words.
They time stops in moments like these, but the truth is they move far too quickly. But they don't fade from inside my mind. I remember just holding on as long as I could. You asked if I needed help because you saw what I wrote. I knew as early as you let on. It was obvious and we played dumb. We played as fools.
I went home and changed the locks. I called you to come and over and keep me safe that night when he came. You came and sometimes you are a heroic figure in my story. He came and left and we went and bought frozen lemon bars and gatorade at the store. You offered to haul up my tv and I said he was coming over to help.
You came and hauled the tv upstairs and helped me get my bed down. You left and I haven't seen you in this place ever since. Everything fell apart slowly and we stopped exchanging words.
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How sad:(