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1 year ago - part II posted : 08/30/09 at 04:35am pst listening to:john lennon - imagine
When you came over to me, you hugged me and touched me just to make sure I was real. I held on to you and I remember my hand was on your stomach. It was softer than I imagined it to be.

They time stops in moments like these, but the truth is they move far too quickly. But they don't fade from inside my mind. I remember just holding on as long as I could. You asked if I needed help because you saw what I wrote. I knew as early as you let on. It was obvious and we played dumb. We played as fools.

I went home and changed the locks. I called you to come and over and keep me safe that night when he came. You came and sometimes you are a heroic figure in my story. He came and left and we went and bought frozen lemon bars and gatorade at the store. You offered to haul up my tv and I said he was coming over to help.

You came and hauled the tv upstairs and helped me get my bed down. You left and I haven't seen you in this place ever since. Everything fell apart slowly and we stopped exchanging words.

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Athame
08/30/09 06:28pm pst

How sad:(

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