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Im such a trend setter! Its hilarious the minute I post about going to school a certain person, who previously had no ambitions what so ever, suddenly wants to turn their life around and become an adult. Luckily Im heading in the right direction so keep wanting to be like me. Its a good thing! Glad I could be of service! lol

So since I have left I can definately tell my stress level has gone WAY down! My body has even changed. I look better, and I feel better. My freakish angry vein went down. I had a hideous vein sticking out of my chest, and my only guess is it was from stress since its gone now, Im so glad.

It probably doesn't sound too good, but I do still come over to the house since thats where all my sons things are. Jr has been mostly pleasent to be around, but I don't expect things to stay that way. I still live with my mom, I just hang out at Jr's while hes at school so I can take the car when he gets back. Its so backwards that I am not ''aloud'' to use the car when we were together, but now I can take it where ever I want. There was even this HUGE dent in the car, I have no idea where it came from, but he didn't yell at me for it or anything, and I still get to take the car. 

The only thing I could think that it came from, other than a car just hitting me in a parking lot, is when I was driving home from my friends house the other day. I really think I didn't get hit because I didn't feel it, but thats the only time it could have been that I would know about. So Im driving, I make a left turn as another truck is making a right turn onto the street Im turning off of. There is a red car behind the white truck on his side which is only a single lane. I turn onto the far lane obviously on the opposite side of him. The red car didnt' have his blinker on or anything, and I guess he was trying to go around the white truck??? He slamed on his breaks and almost hit me, and he sat there for like a minute, but I kept driving. Idk what the hell he was thinking. If he hit me there is no way it was my fault. It was a car from a dealership, I think one of the guys working there was just out driving it. Thats really the only time I have ever almost been in a wreck. 

The good thing about coming over to Jr's is I still get to smoke. My mom is totally against pot now, but she did it the whole time I was growing up so it doesn't make sense... Its her house so w/e. 



^ Smoking in the bathroom, me in the morning w/ no makeup or hair maintenance. lol



^Blunt roaches :D I think that picture is pretty kewl, its funny how ppl use out bathroom all the time and little do they know they could hit the blunt behind them if they wanted to. lol I know everyone sits there sniffing thinking, damn it smells like pot in here. haha

And my journals always end up being really random, but I have to share this.



I dunno if this happens to every woman, but every bf I ever get they dump me and however long later they want me back. blah blah blah So yeah, obviously this kids name is Dalen. We dated uuhhh, seriously like 5-6 years ago, you know how hard it would be NOT to erase a dry ERASE board!!! He kept that shit for that long, and I just find it funny he felt he needed to keep that. I know I love drawing on dry erase boards so I would have erased it as soon as we broke up if it was mine, maybe even sooner! haha So I think this is equally embarrassing for both of us since this is like one of those lame teen lovey dovey things. 

As always I have cleaning to do, 5 loads of laundry to fold. Boring. 

xoxo