Ellie's journals

first day back to the ole college for another shot at....educating myself

harr harr

I'm no good at the whole school thing, really.

but wish me luck anyway. i'm givin' it one last go.

 

I'd forgotten how wonderful it is.....

i've never been so happy that i started crying. ever.
i hear people talk about doing it.
so...is this just an expression or am i missing out on some serious happies?

you know ithe moment right before you fall asleep, and your subconcious seems to take over.?....my mind just takes off and leads me to the strangest places.
I'll suddenly open my eyes and wonder what the hell i was just thinking about, and why
i love it, though. it's always amused me to see what i might think about were it not for the pressures of day.

i was watching the making of the labyrinth on youtube...becase uh well i'm a nerd with hours to kill....
I miss movies like that, the dark crystal....even the older animated films.
They had a different feel to them. They has really epic storylines and amazing characters.
I feel like any "fantasy" film today just has nothing to it. CGI has replaced all the puppets and such....just doesn't seem like there's as much care and dedication put into them.
CGI actually depresses me....

anyway, I think I mighy send this in as a diy.

please add my myspace account, if you will.
i know there's a thread for this, but i thought i'd leave the URL here as well
<3
http://www.myspace.com/elliegodsgirls

yeah.

Evil S I yes to find a shore,
A beach that doesn't quiver anymore,
Where we can crush some plants to paint my walls,
And I won't try to fight in the weekend wars
Was I? I was to lazy to bathe
Or paint or write or try to make a change.
Now I can shoot a gun to kill my lunch
And I don't have to love or think too much

Instant battle plans written on the sidewalk
Mental mystics in a twisted metal car
Tried to amplify the sound of light and love

Christ is cursed of faders and maders
Might even take a knife to split a hair
Or even scare the children off my lawn
Giving us time to make the makeshift bombs
Every mess invested was a score
We couldn't use computers anymore
It's difficult to win unless you're bored,
And you might have to plan for the weekend wars

Try to break my heart I'll drive to Arizona.
It might take 100 years to grow an arm
I'll sit and listen to the sound of sand and cold
Twisted diamond heart, I'm the weekend warrior
My predictions are the only things I have
I can amplify the sound and light and love

I'm a curse and i'm a sound,
When I open up my mouth,
There's a reason I don't win,
I don't know how to begin

with yours truly and GG's soon to be newest addition.