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everything is falling apart again.
i havent cried like this in so long
i want to runaway
i want to stop hurting
i want to end my pain and never feel it again.
please God help me.
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totaltech
*hug* :(
LolaRose
:(
CaptHowdy
things will get better :)
maxmayflower
so where I used to live there was some graffiti scrawled on one of the walls, it said "Don't you know everythings gonna be alright?"
it was all jagged and sloppy, nothing cool but it's a nice sentiment.
Desra
i just went to sleep and i feel ok now.
<3
maxmayflower
mmm the beauty of sleep <3
River
Buh?
HOLDFAST
"If you confess with your mouth, 'Jesus is Lord,' and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, you will be saved. For it is with your heart that you believe and are justified, and it is with your mouth that you confess and are saved...everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved" (Romans 10:9-10 & 13).
Desra
This is something I needed to see. Thank you.
HOLDFAST
I Dont claim to be perfect nor do i claim my life to be perfect...god throws us trials everyday..so i take everymorning as a test..and i can honestly say ive failed him more times than i can count...but in the end i know that i am forgiven and that we all are human and that as long as i have him in my heart his voice never faulters and will guide me...and yes there are days where i have said i want to die..but i know its just him calling to me and saying come home...so take everything that happens as a lesson and test..and do your best =]
your friends are there for you as well desra so smile =]
Desra
you have a captivating way with words. that warmed my heart. i feel like i feel like energy positive coming just from those words.
thank you again.
one day at a time...
God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change
The courage to change the things I can
And the wisdom to know the difference..
One of my favorites.
HOLDFAST
ive never heard that one i love it though =]
i wrote this poem awhile back and it made me think
when does one find true happiness?
where one can finally rest..
is it on earth? or all after death?
when do we rest our heads..closing our eyes
knowing that everything is grand an all is fine?
why does the shitty weather come when we all have plans
was someones prayer more important?
will someone please help this man
why do we all pass the homeless, an never lend change
will it kill your ego?...maybe cause you some pain
why do we all ignore problems as if they werent there
but worry more about appereance.. like clothing and hair
why do we fear change an new life?
but bring more attention to death an the cut of a knife?
why do we try so hard..to please a small crowd?
when they know nothing..of what were about
why do we stay shy..but when alone we shout
why do we fill our hearts with greed
but get mad when war begins?
why is it much more fun to sin?
why do we worry so much about time
when in the end it will always be there?
look to the sky..is ur answer there or around
why do we run..but yet keep our feet on the ground?
the world is yet a cold place
where sinners an saints all dwell
tossing ur hopes an dreams..all down a single well
we all walk alone..down alleys and streets
waiting for that special someone..for whom we all want to meet
we all run from issues..ones we dont understand
close ur eyes..an please take my hand
the morning brings us hope..new visions of life
will u meet her today..maybe make her ur wife?
will u get that promotion..the gain in the chain
or will you u fail one more time..stuck in the same lane
we all seek knowledge..to empower the mind
we all seem hasty and forget to read between the lines
the night brings us sorrow
does it end or begin
as we all sleep on it..waiting for a better tommorow
wishing u had someone elses life..
for a second..please let me borrow
we stand blind..and stand in regrets
of the life we all lead..but still dont get..
so open ur eyes..stand in the mirror
could life get any clearer?
u stand alone..none at ur side
why do u hide?
take the wheel an step on the gas
why do u seem to live in the past
speed up..time goes by faster
look for that turn
ur hope that ur after
dont miss
dont close ur eyes
drive thru the night..unto sunrise
ur lifes in ur hands...only roadside assistance can offer opinions
so smile an live..or crash into oblivion
FOR THE TIME IS NOW..
DONT BLAME ME OR THE OTHERS
THE WAY U WERE RAISED..OR CUZ OF YOUR MOTHER
ITS ALL IN UR LAP...SO TAKE IT ALL IN
LIVE UR LIFE HAPPY..OR FILLED W ANGER N SIN
WHERE DO WE START..AND WHERE DO WE ALL END??
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I'm so sorry to hear that:(((