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ok so i found out that my friend died last night of an 'overdose' there sayin. i dont know tho, im gonna wait till the otopsy has to say.. his name was wade lennox, he was 28, and super good looking! actually i went to my first high school dance w/ him.. i was soo twitterpated by him too cuz i was a freshman n he was a seinor, n it was my first 'prom'.he had these big bright blue eyes, w darkish features, and a kick ass personality.
i hate this shit sooo fucking much, for the last five years iv lost a friend every year!! and the last THREE! were drug/alcohol related. it sucks getting older, its weird to think iv lost FIVE friends already.. i hate hate hate hate hate hate HATE this. i guess all i can say to myself is to b proud of ME for getting off all drugggs, (i havnt done any for like 2 years) because they do u no good .....and if something tragic happens it makes all the ones that love you SUFFER. fuck i feel like throwing up all day, my eyes are swollen from tears and just plain bummed ill never getta see him ever again.
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Dayna
thanx hun.. yea shitty shit huh!? super sad n im sorry bout yer frenz aswell. xo
wychlea
Hugs.
<3
Evelyn
so so sorry babe
Rakkell
Oh baby, I'm so sorry to hear this.
Be strong beautiful, we are all here if you need to talk.
Just remember the good times you had together and think of happy memories, those you can keep forever.
And, well done for getting off all drugs, more people should take inspiration from you, so tragedies like this don't happen.
Hope you're doing as well as you can be.
Chin up gorgeous xo
Dayna
thanx u so much sweetheart. u r sooo sweet! n thanx for listening...
Rakkell
it's okay darlin,
i'm always hear if you need an ear.
xo
Cyn
I would say it gets easier but it doesnt over the past few years for me I have had 3 friends pass away each year...seriously no joke...so I def know how you feel..it does not get better...but consider yourself lucky enough to have been there friends & experience the great people that they were...thats how I think of it or at least try to..
xoxo
bear49
i'm very sorry to here about your friend dying, i know how it feels my best friend died of a drug overdose.you have my condolenses.
Dayna
thanx u soo very much, the funeral is tomarrow.. ugh its not gonna b fun.
bear49
yes it is going to be rough, but hope you have someone their to help you through it, and comfort you.
Dayna
yea , im doin ok now acually.. im always gonna b sad but im ight.. im actually really worried about his sister my good good frend, she is broken. completely.
bear49
i bet she is. if you want you can tell her i'm sorry to hear what happened to her brother. my brother got killed in a motorcycle accendent two years ago.
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im sorry babe, ive lost a few friends myself in the last couple years. one to drugs, one to suicide and one to a drunk driver. i know how you feel :/