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crushed. again. posted : 08/12/09 at 05:58pm pst

welp, today levi broke up with me through a text message.

that sucks, i really loved him. its also twice as bad because i live with him now, and ditched out of my apartment to come live with him. now im fucked and have no where to go, i also dont have a car to get to work, so that sucks too.

i have no idea what im going to do. i feel like my heart keeps getting broken, and all of them give the same reasons for breaking up with me.

maybe i just really am a shitty person, and i need to not date for a while. i fall in love way too easily and then get my heart shattered.

i didnt know anyone was suppose to go through this much constant pain.

i am seriously heartbroken. and so lost.

all i can do is cry.

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Katy
08/12/09 06:33pm pst

ma your too hot for that bullshit

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Skylar
08/12/09 06:50pm pst

Sorry to hear about that. I was in a similar situation not to long ago, except I have a car.  Men can suck sometimes :( It's alright though I'm sure you'll find someone who can make you happy, I mean look at you.

What is the reason they give, if you don't mind me asking?

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FuryOfJohnTesh
08/12/09 06:59pm pst

 I think you have to say to yourself "this is a guy who broke up with me via a text message, do I really want to waste my tears and emotions on someone that pathetic?". That's like attending your best friends funeral via video message instead of actually showing up. If he had any respect for you he would have done it in person. I know it hurts now but you'll come to realize he's not worth the heartache. 

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loveisthedrug
08/12/09 07:08pm pst

i am right there with you...it's been a month now and i still cry every single day and feel like my heart is being ripped out piece by piece. i'd offer advice, but i dont know how to get through this...all i can say is just hang on....

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DaysLikeKnives
08/12/09 07:55pm pst

 on the real, fuck levi. I always wondered how a man so unattractive got ahold of you...its nuts. You are on a whole different level than that kid.

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eatpunkrocks
08/12/09 07:59pm pst

 a text?? ok......about that

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Saiya
08/12/09 08:31pm pst

I'm sorry sweetheart.

I don't know if it's any consolation, but I feel rather lost at the moment as well. My heart is not exactly broken but I do feel like it's being carefully removed in small pieces.

We are all here for you. If you want to PM me or IM me, you are more than welcome. I can relate. <33

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Athame
08/12/09 09:20pm pst

 Wow what an ass through the text what a pussy.

So sorry you're going through all that mess.

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Matilda
08/12/09 09:59pm pst

through a text how lame

 

 

i know how living with an ex feels been doing it for a long long time

 

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SonnyDisco
08/13/09 12:27am pst

If I were in Nevada I would totally come act a fool around you and try to cheer you up, I am so sorry. I am dealing with the same thing, my wife moved out July 5, and we broke up May 8, NO BUENO...

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Sumo813
08/13/09 05:39am pst

Through a text message?? Are you serious?? WTF.

 

I agree with others... you're too beautiful for that shit! I am the same way as you. I fall hard, fast. And it sucks when a breakup happens.

 

*BIGHUGS*

 

You'll find someone WAY better!!!

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