cocoa butter baby oil, lights low, perfectly made bed.. this is what i walked into wednesday night when i went to my boyfriend's apartment. he quickly shushed me and sent me into the bathroom to take a hot shower and there were more candles lining the window in the shower. i felt so relaxed and happy after a long stressful day. he left me a note on the door telling me to dry off and lay face down on the bed, and he gave me an amazing full body massage with cocoa butter baby oil paying close attention to all of the places i loved being massaged and kissed the most... i'll leave the rest to your imagination, heh ;) it was probably the best night ever.

earlier in the day, i was at the mental health clinic for five fucking hours, leaving me pissed off and quite stressed. i missed my interview i was supposed to have and was starved untli 530pm. my parents weren't too happy with the fact that they kept me there until 530pm and made me miss my interview. i'm not going to say what happened because i'll probably just get pissed off again. needless to say, i probably won't be going back there again.

i missed my mom's birthday last night because i got really sick with cramps and chills so i wound up falling asleep and staying at john's place again. i called her this morning and told her what happened and that i was really sorry and felt awful and that i'd make it up to her, and she was extremely understanding. my dad got her her very first digital camera and a yummy cake and i think she's going to be in love with it after i show her how to work it :) and she told me we'd save the brownies for another day. now i'm about to take my sister to get pampered and her hair cut at vogue- her birthday present from my mom and i because her birthday is tomorrow :)

i really want to shoot some more DIYs, i wish i someone to shoot them for me :( ugh.