Fuck... sometimes the world is sooo scary that one almost needs drugs simply to function  I think I need a break from the news/politics/etc, cuz it scares the shit out of me... And the suspension of Habeus Corpus and new "terrorist" definitions make me feel afraid to even share my opinions and thoughs on those subjects, because now, if I say something they don't like they can just label me an "Enemy Combatant", haul me off, torture me, and they don't even have to say "why"...

The worst part, though, is that no one is talking about it, and really, people should be doing so much more! People should be up in arms, marching and screaming and fighting this impending fascism... That they aren't is terrifying to me- why is everyone so blissfully unaware? What has happened to the world?

Ok, I'll stop before I get myself in trouble  I may sound silly, but "just because you're paranoid/ don't mean they're not after you"...

So, yeah.. Samhain was rather dull this year.. Our truck sits across the street with a dead engine and a flat tire, and our pockets are empty, so we stayed home and watched the History Channel.. Tonight I got out to the Gothy Club, though... I don't know if that was a great idea, now, though... They had a "Burlesque Show", which I was excited to see until I got there...

I kid you not, the dancers THIGHS were bigger around than my hips  Good god, if I wanted to see that much bare, jiggling flesh I would just go to Walmart on a hot day! Now I'm going to have nighmares about Neo-Con-fascists and Obese women wearing pasties...

Fuck it, I gonna pack up my bags and head out.. Maybe I can go to L.A. and do a 2-girl shoot for GG  That would cheer me up, for sure!!!

I need to be cheered up, too... perhaps some chocolate will help... yesss... I am off to consume massive quanities of chocolate

xoxox

~C~