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This past month has proven to be full of unexpected events, feelings, reactions and choices. It's crazy how you can be so sure of something one minute and then have it completely change. Oh well, i suppose that's the the down fall of being as indecisive as I am.
I moved back in with my mom and my older sister actually ended up moving back in the same day as I did. She's become one of my bestfriends. It's comforting because there is such a sense of security in knowing that I dont have to worry about a lot of the things I would have to worry about with other girls. i.e. them trying to get with my b/f, talking shit, yada yada. Plus she's pretty awesome and never left my side when my family freaked out about me being nakie on the web :). They have finally come to terms, well as much so as they came that allows them to now converse with me again. It's really nice having my familia back.
My job hunt continues, with no luck that is. Hopefully I can find something soon.
My friend teaches a pole dancing class so I took it and i gotta tell ya, it is an amazing work out. I was sore from head to toe for the next 3 days. It motivated me to workout and stretch on a daily basis. My upper body strength is alsready getting better. I'm also trying to put some weight on. During the past 2 months I was under intense stress and dropped down to about 92lbs. My normal weight is about 96-98lbs so 5-6 pounds really doesn't seem like that much but since i'm so tiny it really does make a difference. My nieghbor actually came over today and told me her and her daughted were talking about how I need to gain some weight. Seriously it kinda pissed me off, I KNOW I'M TINY and i'm trying to put some weight back on, i dont need you to remind me of what i see EVERYDAY lady.
I got some pictures back from a family dinner a few months ago, they're both bad pictures but i'll share them anyways :)
that's my sister on the left, tammy and her babykins on the right and me in the crotch area.
and here's a charming one of my uncle and I eating.
gotta love those candids.
My ex-boyfriend and I got back together and I have to say it was probably one of the best decisions I have ever made. I'm so unbelievable happy. I'm also engaged ^_^...well sorta. We are both broke so we have little strings tied around our ring fingers until theirs a ring. I'm really in no rush to even have one. There seems to be wedding fever going on lately,
I'll be heading to vegas for my suster wedding in january so i'm gonna plan a day or two to go to L.A. I'll also be in L.A. in march as well. I can't wait till I move, i'm almost thinking about moving straight to L.A. instead of going to vegas first but I'll have to wait and see how my financials are.
Life would be perfect right now if I had a job. But eitherway, i'm happy. I dont really remember the last time I was truely happy.
My septum is all healed ^_^! Since it got fucked up last time i got it done it never raelly healed so it's nice not having to worry about it as much. 
I'm also restretching my lobes after having to take them out because of some problems. They shrunk down to about a 00 from and 1". I'm at 3/4s now so that makes me happy. I'm pretty sure i want to stretch them to 1" 1/2 but I may have to get my ears scalpelled. It's pretty gruesome.
Before I go I'll leave you with some artwork by Audrey Kawasaki
I'm getting this one on my forarm for my sister. The title of the piece is "sisters"
p.s. thank you for all your lovely comments on my new sets. I'm gonna be sending some new DIY soon.
I LOVE YOU ALLLLLLLLLLLLL<3
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Catherine
i'm nt completely set on where exactly in cali i'd liike to live but thanks for your output. If I did move there it would possibly only be for a couple years unless i feel in love with the place. San Diego does sound nice though.
Athame
Seeing the family togetherness makes me miss what I rarely ever had family unity. I hope things work out for you. Congrtas on the septum, it looks great and you have pretty eyes!
The artwork is superb!!!! I'm in love with it!
Catherine
Thank you love. I'm sorry to hear that you rarely had a family unit, I know what it feels like to not have family and it sucks. But at least you have your godsgirls family, i'll love ya no matter what ;).
Athame
Aww thank you doll! <3
Tova
woo it's good to hear from you again and it's good to know everything is looking up for you!
and congrats on your new engagement! <333
Catherine
thanks :).
i'm glad my wifey is still around<3
Tova
i won't be no wifey for long :( your gonna be someone elses *tear*
xMangox650x
good to know things are going good for you, except for the job thing which is also my dilema as well
im just about to reach 1" on my ears, is restretching back the same as when you orginally stretched them, or easier?
oh and congrats on being engaged =]
Catherine
it's surprisingly easier, my ears actually stretch a lot faster. I went from 00 to 3/4 in like a month because once i strecth up, they get loose really fast so i'm able to stretch them again without hurting my ears. I normally dont recommend stretching them that fast but when you're re-stretching it's a different story.
and thanksss !
Vera
yes! move to LA it doesn't suck, it's awesome. i'm hopefully moving down there in the next month or so :)
and congrats on the "engagement" :) it is true, there does seem to be wedding fever lately, i guess we're just getting to that age that people we know are doing that so it seems odd, but when i think about it it really isn't
good luck on everything hun xoxox
Catherine
awh yay :)
i really think it all depends on the person, big cities aren't made for everyone. I'm almost more stoked because so many of the ladies on here live there. esp if your cute butt is there.
there must be something in the water.
thank you beautiful:)
nocheapvodka
Congratulations on the engagement!
My ear scalpelling experience was pretty fun. My ears were pretty stubborn so it's nice that my ears are much more cooperative now that a chunk from them is missing ;) I really recommend it!
Anddd LA is a blast! I'm also moving back next year or possibly sooner :)
xoxo
Catherine
thanks :). yay, it seems LA is the spot to be!
I never knew anyone personally who had it done so hearing that yours went so well makes me feel about it.
The only thing that i'm worried about is the pain. I'm such a little pansy when it comes to pain. On a scale from 1-10 what would you rate is?
nocheapvodka
Well I'm kind of bad with pain scales..I'm usually a masochist for this kind of stuff :P But it wasn't that bad!
I thought it would be horrible but it was just a little stinging/slight burning sensation. The only thing I wish I had changed about it was getting more sleep beforehand but I wasn't sure if I was getting it done that day or not. So I was just exhausted afterwards. Just stay hydrated and it should be okay. :) Even the aftercare wasn't too bad. I just did sea salt soaks with purified water and made sure I was getting lots of rest. Do you have anyone in mind to perform the procedure?
xoxo
Catherine
oh wow that doesn't sound as bad as i had it out to be.
I have no idea, florida has weird laws like some places wont do microdermals cause they say it's illegal in fl but idk. I'd have to go to someone with experience obviously. How much did you pay?
nocheapvodka
Yeah I think in some states it is especially because this is kind of like minor surgery. My friend did mine at his shop but they don't really advertise it or anything.
Hmm not sure, it was a birthday gift and I'd like to say it was over $100?
Hope you find a place! And please post the gory photos if you do ;)
Topaz
Your looking gorgeous hun, congrats on the engagement and i hope you get some work soon.
i love that art i saw the first one and thought wow a piece of her work would be great as a tat and then saw your getting a peice done hehe its going to look awesome! <33
Catherine
thank you mucho, hopefully i'll get some work soon =/.
as soon as i saw her work i feel in love. I may actually end up getting more than 1 her peices done. I may have my left arm be all artwork since I already have a sylvia ji piece on it ^_^
Cyn
Ahh weight it weights I try to gain weights but nothing works I end up loosing it..I even had my son gained 50 pounds while I was pregnant its all gone now it lasted for about a week after I gave birth so I know how you feel...I am glad things are better love...I am happy for you ooh you look so amazing eating dinner yum
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not trying to be a debbie downer but LA sucks, most transplants dont make it 5 years, if you want to move to california move to san diego.