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oK, it has been soooo friggen long since ive updated!!!! and a lot i need to fill you all in on!

i switched to night school and i love it so much! i have a ton of friends, well actually everyone there i consider my friend because we all get along so well. i love it.

i dyed my hair bright red but its kinda faded and you cant tell its bright by looking at pictures.

i got a brand new car! my grandparents bought it for me.
its a toyota echo and it is candy apple red. its so cute and it suites me well. the only problem is, the people who signed the title off to me signed in the wrong spot so now i have to get the title notorized and its gonna take a few extra days before i can drive it. i cant comlain thought, i wasnt expecting to get a car!

i also have been getting siiick paychecks from work. like almost $500. i have a ton of extra money now which feels so good!

on another note, i have a huge dilema.my best friend accused me of stealing her camera at a party LAST winter, sooo long ago huh?
well she texted me a rude message saying "my camera takes good photoshoot pictures, huh?" first of all to be honest i dont think any of the pictures her camera took were good to be honest, not the best quality and nothing spectacular.
for the past few months i have been using my aunts camera she never used nor never knew how to use when i moved to colorado for a bit. then i have been using my grandmothers cannon (which is sick) that she uses to photograph images and event from her store and uses them on the website.
so to continue, after how long that its been gone she blames me for stealing it. she claims she asked me a few months ago and i apparently had a "shakey voice" and didnt look at her. i dont even remember her even asking me that to be honest and if she did i would remember because id be so mad! and for one i never look people in the eye and anyone who knows me well enough WOULD know that, and for two i had a "shakey voice"? BULLSHIT.
she says shes dissapointed and that it was a gift from her mom and so on, well my family doesnt give me shit. not a dime, they abandoned me here and moved to georgia/florida. ive supported myself since i was 16 almost 17. and her sister had stolen GIFTS my parents gave me. my zune, 2 cameras, a sidekick, and belive me a lot more, and you know what i let it go. i never said a word. and i know her sister did it, i fucking know she did there is no doubt in my mind. i think i wrote apost about that before. so anyways as shes proceeding to blame me for this she gives me a name of someone who claims they saw me take it. i had someone ask him and his reply was.."i was just thinking about it, rachael asked me if i saw someone take anything and i had said meggy(my real name) grab juice boxes out of the fridge but i didnt know if they were out of her backpack from earlier, i dont know is she considered that a reason to accuse meggy of stealing her camera but if she thinks that then shes kinda lame" (as she names this kid shes like oh hes so sweet and wouldnt lie and hes so nice as if she knows him, ive know this kid since elementary school) so apparently there are others who apparently accused me. i really cant even fathom who would have said that to be honest.
when you were a kid and you were being blamed for something you KNOW you did not do and you cant get through to anyone that you didt do it, and you keep getting blamed but you cant even get it through to anyone and no one will listen to you or believe you? thats how i feel. i feel like a baby agaon, im getting blamed for something I JUST DIDNT DO! like i wanna scream i dont know how to get through to her that i didnt do it.
like the fact that my BEST friend is blamming me makes me so mad, because id never blame my best friend for anything if the swore to me they didnt do that. the part that makes me even more mad, as in the process of blamming me she feels the need to insult me. she said " being a godsgirl is stupid" godsgirls means a lot to me and to insult me on something like that is like a slap in the face then she says something along the lines of " if i had a dime for all the times you thought someone was mean to you id have a small forture" but to be honest if i had a PENNY for all the times people make fun of her infront of me and i always say stop that my friend or shut up rachaels my friend, id not only have a small fortune, id be a fucking millionaire. i dont think the insulting part was right at all. i didnt even let it bother me, i wasnt going to play the insult game and turn it into a bitch fight because it wasnt about hurting each others feelings it was about her accusing me. she also says ive "changed" but ive hung out withe her twice since ive been back. one day was kinda fun and the second time i got up for 3 to go to work, then went straigh to school then went out of my way to come over after school to see her even though i had to work at 3am again. i was wiped the fuck out and if she said i changed, because of that one night its because i was tired! if i have change dim glad, i have a ton of money now a new car im almost done with school im more motivated and am confident. if thats wrong SOOOOORRRRY!

all in all where this story is going is, should i forgive her for this, like in my heart mind and sould I KNOW I didnt take her camera! like how should i get through to her. i feel like her insulting me was crossing the line, best friends shouldnt do that.
i am mailing back her friendship bracelet she sent me months back when i was in colorado, its all torn up because i never took it off, maybe shell maybe feel like the dick that shes being. im so mad that im being blammed for this out of all the sketchy shitty people who went to that party, the people there who steal all the time, the drunk fucks, the losers, i mean come one, didnt leave her side that night and i was even one of the last people there that night with her and i slept over and she took me home i believe. id dint do it and if she cant see that then fuck it. seriously fuck it, shes throwing a good friend away, thats her loss i guess.

anyways i also have been listening to a ton of fall out boy latley haha, it reminds me of 2006

i sent in two sets a while ago but annaliese hasnt replied to any of my emails :(

ill put up a ton of pictures soon i promise!

I am also going to georgia/florida to see my family soon and then disney world in january.

and just to throw in, i think my mom is pregnant again, FUUUUUCK!

OH I FORGOT TO TELL YOU! GO TO THE LGBT NATIONAL EQUALITY MARCH OCTOBER 10-11 TO SUPPORT ALL GAY LESBIAN BISEXUAL AND TRANSEXUAL ME AND WOMEN FROM ALL OF THE WORLD! I AM GOING AND ITS REALLY IMPORTANT THAT WE GET AS MANY PEOPLE TO GO TO DEMAND OUR RIGHTS! IF YOU ARE GOING LET ME KNOW! PEOPLE FROM AROUND TEH WORLD WILL BE THERE AND IF YOU NEED MORE INFO PM ME!

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