Aubrey's journals

so my mama just left orlando.
everything is back to normal between us and that makes me super happy.
she's totally back to being 100% supportive of me and my actions again.
i was talking to her about godsgirls and she didn't even mind one bit.

so i'm flying out to the v-day party, and i'm possibly shooting when i'm out there.
hopefully everything works out right because i really really want to shoot so bad..

finally i get to meet all of the lovely ladies i've been talking to online for months now.
that's exciting.

friday's is the devil. their food always makes me want to kill myself later.
it just makes me feel terrible and disgusting.

i'm thinking about doing that master cleanse everyone else has been talking about.
the holidays killed my health streak and i'm determined to get back to where i was in october/november.

their teasers = so hot.

so my new job is awesome
i work at sally's beauty supply.
i'm the only white girl hahaha.

i get a discount do my hair dye addiction will prpobably come back full force.
i'm thinking maybe half red half black
or half black half pink.
i don't know!


mehhh we move into the apt on the 15th and i can't wait.
i can't wait to go food shopping for it too. i love food shopping.
i get the best bargains ever. we're also getting a sam's club membership so we can shop in bulk because we all eat like full grown men


gjfdshfdh this would be longer but i'm really hungry so bye!

before i bar



adneris is the love of my life
farreal son.

i bar with adneris was way fun.

are so fucking jealous that it's disgusting.
i hate that so many girls have to talk shit on other girls just to feel better.
get over it.
i don't have gonnorhea. i'm not a drag queen. and my pussy is definately not loose so you skank bitches can get that idea right out of your head. ask any of my exes. thank you. come up with all of the lame insults you want loser.

grow the fuck up ladies. your words don't hurt me. you all just look like a bunch of pathetic losers.



oh and by the way every time you talk shit on me, we're all laughing at you you fuckin fat heffer bitch.

if you got a problem come see me.









edit: HOLY SHIT. I DIDN'T EVEN NOTICE I WAS THE FEATURED MODEL.
WOWOW SO HAPPY I LOVE ALL OF YOU. I'M NOT EVEN MAD ANYMORE.
WHAT A NICE SUPRISE ON A SHITTY DAY.

wasn't even good last night

2007 looks promising.
new years eve started out with some beer. then some jaeger. then crazyness.
my roomate got so drunk he was drinking mouthwash. which then resulted in what he described as a "whirl wind" (him puking ALL over the bathroom). The bathroom looked like a murder scene.

theeeeen my first day of 2007 started out with the best thing ever, SONIC BREAKFAST. fuck yes.
even better, it ended with olive garden.
they purposely put me and joe in the middle of everyone. people were staring at us hard as hell.
when i sat down all the tables around me made comments about my tattooos.
so what did i do? i burped. and cursed. and ate with my mouth open. and used my hands to eat.
and then we left the waiter a $20 tip for a 30 something dollar check.
fuck those people.

so seriously though raw last night..
i know toryn watched this.. who else?
CENA OWNED EVERYONES LIFE EVER LAST NIGHT.
k-fed is a piece of shit.
and i officially decided i need to be a wrestler.

always smells like bbq and that's why i like it.

red lipstick
i think i might have to take it out of retirement
it's been a while