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holy shite.

things have been madness lately. well, this week (Saturdayyyyy) is my wedding, there's family coming in, i'm trying to get stuff all done at work before i jet off for a honeymoon, trying to stay sane, trying to stay pleasant....its crazy. i've lagged hardcore on putting up journals.

i know. i suck.

but things have been good. i can't wait for life to be settled down though.

i've decided i want to take more mini road trips.....i went to Chico recently. by myself. and realized....i actually dug that driving time alone. Chico is 3 hours from where i live. it was my first semi-long drive by myself to a place that i had never been to before. plus it was nice to be around people i did not know. i mean i went there to meet a friend. but i wasn't in my town, at my bar, around all the peopel i despise. it was quite awesome to say the least. is anyone is Chico area? cuz i plan on coming there again. very shortly. i crave some driving, trips, alone time, not alone time, maybe getting lost, going new places, meeting new people.....

i want it all.

i plan on taking some trips to Oregon as well. its not far to Ashland. 6 hrs. i want to go there. i'd go to Portland too. i have a friend there i wouldn't mind seeing more often. i think i just may. my car gets pretty good gas mileage and i need adventure. i would maybe liek to take a  trip to LA as well. i'd liek to hit up the garment districts. treat myself a bit.

JESUS, I JUST WANT TO DO....STUFF!!!

sad? maybe. maybe not. maybe growing.

forever growing.

i have been pretty active on my GG myspace. if you havent added me already...do it   myspace.com/elbows_deep

i will chat with you. cuz i'm on there almost every day. why i can't log onto here everyday is beyond me. mayeb its harder to chance loading up an alt porn site on your work computer. and my home computer blows. plus its in the spare room which my younger sister is currently living in. so of course i dont want to barge in on her privacy. she will be moving in August though. then maybe i'll get on here more.

until then, add me on myspace. chat with me here. pm me. mayeb let me know if you're in chico or Oregon and we can have lunch. hahaha or anything. i iwll be out and about soon.

love you all.