Angel's journals

id like to say a big thank you for everyone who commented my first set going live.
im happy with the one they chose to go live first =]

and im glad to finally feel like a real Gods Girl and be part of the sisterhood =]

there will be more nakedness from meee in the near future...

thank you everyone =]

xxxxx

so im at my best friends parents house. yesterday they took us to whitby where we had a look around and i showed matt the sights...he wasnt really enjoying it. but he enjoyed the fish and chips and i went on a search for whitby jet that wasnt stupidly expensive.
eventually found some... so i got some...sent a postcard to matts parents.
then came home and my best friend sarah taught me how to knit!!!!

yay its awesome.. i feel like an old person.. hahaha
im making a bright red scarf....im quite good at it =]

xx

this is good news...well done GG for standing up =]

http://community.livejournal.com/sgirls/521250.html

so ever since ive come to the uk i hate it....i hated living here all my life and i hated coming back...98% of the people i know here are either liars theifs or just so fucking full of themselves that they think they are too cool to talk to you....well guess what you are all pretty much fucking dead to me.

i can count on 1 hand the people in the uk that havent let me down so far

sarah - my best friend since school
emre - he let me stay at his when things were bad and he is one of my best friends
samantha - she is always there whenever
taylor - i havent know her long but she is one of the only people who actually talk to me without me having to start the convo

these 3 people will be the only 3 people i ever come to visit the uk for. apart from family.

and these are the usa peeps i can alwys rely on to cheer me up

ernie
holly
nicole
kaylin


i just hate being here.....to top it off i have a shit job inthe filthyest hospital in the whole world prolly. i work in medical records and beign around sick people everyday makes me wish they were all dead. which isnt nice i know.

matt was supposed to get a job when we got here. and they told him he could get a national insurance number but then 3 weeks later they say he cant he has to get a visa....and fuck knows how long it takes to get one of those... so on my shitty wage i have to feed me and matt afford both our transport and pay bills.....and pay off my debts. its stressing me out.. and im such a control freak that i wont let him cook for me and i come home from work and cok myslef. im pretty much out of the house for 12 hrs a day with work.

im sending in my diy sets on friday (pay day) and im trying to find paid modelling work here in the uk but NOOOOOO fucking photographers only want fucking tfcd......what a waste of my fucking time doing free shoots.
"hi will you take your clothes off for me in return for a cd of pics" NO I FUCKING WONT

i have headaches constantly cos of stress and the fact that i have to figure out these fucking immigration forms for my us residency. im sending these also on friday.

i hate waking up at 6.25am everyday and having to slave away at that sorry excuse for a job i have. i hate the long bus journeys that are only made bearable by my usa friends who say hi.

i got so bored here the other day i went outside in the freezing cold and took a diy in the woods by the river cos i needed to get out the house.

anyway im gonna go to bed....maybe tonight ill sleep before 12 and have more than 6 hrs sleep.

im sorry for ranting.....id have done it on myspace but i fucking hate the whole of myspace knowing my shit...

peace

angel

SO IM STAYING IN ON A SATURDAY NIGHT SO I THOUGHT I WOULD PASS THE TIME BY GETTING A DIY SET DONE.

SO ONCE PAYDAY GETS HERE....NEXT FRIDAY I SHALL BE POSTING MY SETS OFF FOR THE GG OFFICE AND WILL AWAIT THEM GOING LIVE =]

YAY IM SOO EXCITED..

XXXXX

ive been browsing through the forums today and ive not really done it much....

ive had a good old giggle at the madness that is in there...

im in the uk til may so it kinda helped my evening pass a bit quicker.

 

SERIOUSLY...THIS IS A WARNING....

DO NOT WASTE YOUR MONEY GOING TO SEE THIS MOVIE....

IT'S TERRIBLE.....ERNIE YOU WARNED ME TOO LATE HHAHAHA

AT LEAST I DIDNT WASTE ANY OF MY MONEY GOING TO SEE IT =]

ok so last night i had the weirdest dreamm.....

me, sj and taylor (all GG's) went to this old railway arch (kinda like the vintage shops in the railway arches in camden) except they werent shops one was a music venue (like the cockpit, leeds) but it was outside. we were there to see Bring Me The Horizon.
anyway the band wasnt there and there was this really werid house next to it. made of 2 more of these railway arches.
so us girls decided to buy it. when we viewed it it was all dark and spooky and there were hundreds of real life wax mannequins in it. sitting down at tables in a room that looked like a big concert hall, anyway we moved in and we cut up all the mannequins and put them in black bags and were about to throw them away and i said hold on a minute my friend is in one of those. i opened up one and it was my friend jeff. his body had reattached itself. and he got out and just dissapeared.
then the other bags started to move and out of one bag christian troy (Nip Tuck) came out of one and locked himself in an empty room. we threw the other moving bags out and then came in.....the door christian troy was in was slightly open and we went in and he had built this monster out of body parts and it was coming after us trying to kill us. we fought for ages and then we managed to hit it with a huge metal pole and it broke. we then tried to escape thru the garden but the walls of the garden were sooo tall it was impossible.
we tried to walk along the wall but looked up to the bedroom,, the bedroom was on the side of the house. it was glass sided so you can see in and out. it only had glass walls and christian troy was asleep with his head against the glass wall. we couldnt walk far out to the garden or he would kill us. so we had to climb the fence that was under the bedroom. i managed to climb it and run and i dont know what happened to taylor or sj as they had dissappeared when i looked back to the fence.
i went to the mailbox at the end of the drive and looked in it and there was hundreds of fan mail for christian. it was weird i looked at the envelopes and saw a letter from me. and i walked bck to the house and knocked ont he door and when it opened i said i cant go, i have to stay here

then my dog jumped into bed with me and i woke up

how weird was that dream????

yeps....ive always hated xmas....it sucks....theres so much excitement that bukds up each year and you think wow this year maybe xmas will be good.. but on xmas day it always turns out the same, your family fight, or go in bad moods and it makes the day feel like everyone has done something wrong and there is always some kind of atmosphere.

however this year is the 1st with my boo and new family.... the day started off pretty shit, with tears and moods. but i got some good pressies. so its okay. i still hate xmas tho.

i got 2 pairs of jeans from express. size 0..this made me happy cos although i feel fat i stll fit in a size 0.
and i got the nike high top dunks in brown and lime green.
and i got a pink lava lamp too....oooh its awesome.
and a big bucket of popcorn too...
so im happy.

and i also bought my dog snickers some doggy popcorn, so she will stop crying whenever i make my popcorn....seriously she is as obsessed with it as i am. she drools when i make it....so i found some poochy popcorn at walmart. i got her cheese flavour, peperoni flavour, filet mignon flavour and bacon flavour.
but she ate my cranberry muffin that i got in a hamper basket....so she got told off for that and then i put some happy new year neckaces round her neck...she is curently still wearing them ahhahaa

so right now im watching elf...i just called my dad in the uk to say happy xmas, i missed my lil bro as he had gone to bed already, but he got a transformer voice changer thing to make himself sound like optimus prime hahahaha lolzzzz

so anyway im going back to watch the rest of elf...then later on we are eating a prime rib......and cherry pie for dessert. yummo.

ciao

yay...she is such a little star =]

x